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Too sick... Too sensitive...
 
Got down with a flu and runny nose.. It must be Germaine!!! I won't forgive her manz... muHahahaha.. anyway, I'm feeling terrible now although I've taken my flu-med... What's more.. I have to complete my Social Psychology Essay on Nature VS Nuture... I've yet to come up with something good..Actually, I'm already feeling bad after my Social Psychology presentation today which I screwed up BIG TIME!!! I'm busted manz.. simply drowning in my self-prophecy... I feeling terrible plus more terrible... My heart is beating faster than usual... Why?? Because Amos is init........... sorry guys.... be right back...



leaving skool at 10:43 PM [loving infatuatious dardar]

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The Last Supper!
 
Finally, I got to meet up with Amos , Jimmy and Jerald~ I was glad to see everyone again especially Amos.. Probably after so many days of separation and I felt so lonely.. but Heaven must be gloating at my misery.. Because not long after, Amos invited a "friend" to join us.. 15 minutes later, he left! I interrogated Amos with series of questions that startled Jimmy and Jerald quite abit.. My sensitivity side of me was reacting - I was pissed.. but I was sad and somehow confused how to react to the situation.. I was pretty tired with my ISP project tied up and tutorials... Besides.. I've work tomorrow at 10am.. Simply can't be bothered to be angry... So I put on a "tired" face and I don't feel like talking after the dinner..  Cold war just started...
 
Back at home.. Its already bad enough to suffer from all these.. but it seemed that its not letting me off... My mum fell down at her workplace today.. Because I didn't caught hold of what was she talking about and I kept huh-ing.. She got pissed and we quarrelled! I felt bad.. AGAIN!
 
Well, I'm feeling that I'm better off dead... End my misery ...


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The Busy World
We have been busy for the past few days. He never called but I understand. Not trying to make you guilty here. I'm just feeling lonely out of sudden. No calls from you. I want to tell you that I MISS YOU! Well, I've been busy these few days too because of the upcoming projects and tutorials. Manz.. I can't believe I must take the load of a class rep. and treasurer. Am I that easy to bully? Do I have "Bully-me face" written across my forehead? Do all Mr. Nice and Sensitive guys are taken advantage of nowadays by people? Not that I'm trying to brag how nice person I am.. Looking at the bright side, I feel good being nice-self but looking at the dark side, I just feel out of place with an idiotic pathetic look stuck onto my face. Tomorrow I have to embark on a adventurous journey to Level 9 to collect some charity tickets for my class. Apparently, my advisor, Mr Paul Chang has "recognized" me as his right-hander. Hai.. I know my stress level is building up and I'm not doing anything about it. I need some shoulder to lean on somehow... The weak side of me.. Weak side of Jasen...
 



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The Fetish for O.C
I LovE The O.C! I love Ryan! I love Luke! I Love Marrisa! I love Seth!


leaving skool at 11:56 PM [loving infatuatious dardar]

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the visit to Kinokuniya

recalling...

well, its been rather long ever since I stepped into the sections of books and novels.. but ironically, although i find textbooks boring and useless but somehow some of these books can be interesting to me! like this book i read about... it was by Stephen Law.. something about the Psyhcology.. i sweared to God that there ain't nothing in this cover of the book which attracted me.. maybe it was the word PSYCHOLOGY.. perhaps the pink cover? anyway, i casually flipped the book and glanced through.. something interesting caught my eye and attention.. Time Travelling!

Ok.. You must be wondering what has time travelling gotta do with Psycho stuff.. well, apparently Stephen Law contradicted time travelling by using Terminator 2 as an example... If you guys had watched Terminator, you should know the story was about this terminator was being created to stop a terrible disaster from happening in the Past.. so Terminator was sent by from the Future to stop the catastrophe.. in the end, the disaster was stopped.. If the Terminator managed to stop the disaster from happening, why is it built in the first place? As in.. Terminator was built to stop disaster -> Managed to stop disaster -> No Disaster means no Terminator built -> Why send Terminator back to Past to stop Disaster when its already stopped!!! Gosh.. lots of contradiction.. I'm confused here too.. Give it a thought if you are smart enough...

After tucking in the book, I quickly went over the Mythology section.. There were couple of nice books but I picked this "Mythology for Dummies" (u.u~)~ I'm not Dummy btw.. I found this portion of the book interesting.. Remember Troy? Yeah.. Achilles was some hot hunk.. but do you know he was a "drag" before the Greeks found him to conquer Troy? Some idea his mother got to disguise him amongst the girls in the house.. Anyway.. the Greeks were clever enough~

Enough of books.. I have to get some rest before tomorrow's law tutorial.. :( see ya guys~



leaving skool at 12:32 AM [loving infatuatious dardar]

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I HATE THOMAS TAY!!!! FLIRT! FLIRT GUYS WILL GET RETRIBUTIONS!!! BASTARD!!!

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