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Too sick... Too sensitive...
 
Got down with a flu and runny nose.. It must be Germaine!!! I won't forgive her manz... muHahahaha.. anyway, I'm feeling terrible now although I've taken my flu-med... What's more.. I have to complete my Social Psychology Essay on Nature VS Nuture... I've yet to come up with something good..Actually, I'm already feeling bad after my Social Psychology presentation today which I screwed up BIG TIME!!! I'm busted manz.. simply drowning in my self-prophecy... I feeling terrible plus more terrible... My heart is beating faster than usual... Why?? Because Amos is init........... sorry guys.... be right back...



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The Last Supper!
 
Finally, I got to meet up with Amos , Jimmy and Jerald~ I was glad to see everyone again especially Amos.. Probably after so many days of separation and I felt so lonely.. but Heaven must be gloating at my misery.. Because not long after, Amos invited a "friend" to join us.. 15 minutes later, he left! I interrogated Amos with series of questions that startled Jimmy and Jerald quite abit.. My sensitivity side of me was reacting - I was pissed.. but I was sad and somehow confused how to react to the situation.. I was pretty tired with my ISP project tied up and tutorials... Besides.. I've work tomorrow at 10am.. Simply can't be bothered to be angry... So I put on a "tired" face and I don't feel like talking after the dinner..  Cold war just started...
 
Back at home.. Its already bad enough to suffer from all these.. but it seemed that its not letting me off... My mum fell down at her workplace today.. Because I didn't caught hold of what was she talking about and I kept huh-ing.. She got pissed and we quarrelled! I felt bad.. AGAIN!
 
Well, I'm feeling that I'm better off dead... End my misery ...


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The Busy World
We have been busy for the past few days. He never called but I understand. Not trying to make you guilty here. I'm just feeling lonely out of sudden. No calls from you. I want to tell you that I MISS YOU! Well, I've been busy these few days too because of the upcoming projects and tutorials. Manz.. I can't believe I must take the load of a class rep. and treasurer. Am I that easy to bully? Do I have "Bully-me face" written across my forehead? Do all Mr. Nice and Sensitive guys are taken advantage of nowadays by people? Not that I'm trying to brag how nice person I am.. Looking at the bright side, I feel good being nice-self but looking at the dark side, I just feel out of place with an idiotic pathetic look stuck onto my face. Tomorrow I have to embark on a adventurous journey to Level 9 to collect some charity tickets for my class. Apparently, my advisor, Mr Paul Chang has "recognized" me as his right-hander. Hai.. I know my stress level is building up and I'm not doing anything about it. I need some shoulder to lean on somehow... The weak side of me.. Weak side of Jasen...
 



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The Fetish for O.C
I LovE The O.C! I love Ryan! I love Luke! I Love Marrisa! I love Seth!


leaving skool at 11:56 PM [loving infatuatious dardar]

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the visit to Kinokuniya

recalling...

well, its been rather long ever since I stepped into the sections of books and novels.. but ironically, although i find textbooks boring and useless but somehow some of these books can be interesting to me! like this book i read about... it was by Stephen Law.. something about the Psyhcology.. i sweared to God that there ain't nothing in this cover of the book which attracted me.. maybe it was the word PSYCHOLOGY.. perhaps the pink cover? anyway, i casually flipped the book and glanced through.. something interesting caught my eye and attention.. Time Travelling!

Ok.. You must be wondering what has time travelling gotta do with Psycho stuff.. well, apparently Stephen Law contradicted time travelling by using Terminator 2 as an example... If you guys had watched Terminator, you should know the story was about this terminator was being created to stop a terrible disaster from happening in the Past.. so Terminator was sent by from the Future to stop the catastrophe.. in the end, the disaster was stopped.. If the Terminator managed to stop the disaster from happening, why is it built in the first place? As in.. Terminator was built to stop disaster -> Managed to stop disaster -> No Disaster means no Terminator built -> Why send Terminator back to Past to stop Disaster when its already stopped!!! Gosh.. lots of contradiction.. I'm confused here too.. Give it a thought if you are smart enough...

After tucking in the book, I quickly went over the Mythology section.. There were couple of nice books but I picked this "Mythology for Dummies" (u.u~)~ I'm not Dummy btw.. I found this portion of the book interesting.. Remember Troy? Yeah.. Achilles was some hot hunk.. but do you know he was a "drag" before the Greeks found him to conquer Troy? Some idea his mother got to disguise him amongst the girls in the house.. Anyway.. the Greeks were clever enough~

Enough of books.. I have to get some rest before tomorrow's law tutorial.. :( see ya guys~



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I HATE THOMAS TAY!!!! FLIRT! FLIRT GUYS WILL GET RETRIBUTIONS!!! BASTARD!!!

leaving skool at 10:05 PM [loving infatuatious dardar]

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Spiderman2 ActiOn in LEGO~!



>>>>WatCh<<<

Watch this short clip! vEry funny!

leaving skool at 11:02 PM [loving infatuatious dardar]

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sad sad sad treasurer~

well, i'm the treasurer for my class for past 2 semesters and this is my 3rd! i'm glad i'm recognised because of this post given... at times.. treasurer can be real stress.. chasing for payments.. paying back my module's reps for the handouts.. and somtimes i must take over some module's responsiblity.. hai..

finally.. i broke down today in Business Law because of this.. I wasn't exactly feeling right today.. probably the serious lack of sleep and the PMS.. (the only day of the month i would go "KA BOOM"!) well, actually, it was due to interrogation from my Business Law tutor.. I shan't talk about it much.. Just had a bad day.. a bad bad day...

I wanted to message Amos about my sad day but I think he would be probably too busy to reply.. so i din msg him.. but luckily i had jamie and weiling who knows about it somehow.. they really so nice~ muackz thanks for the consolation~ i really appreciated it! ;)

- just i needed you the most... i knew you cant.. did i ever told you that you are always in my heart? always... - *hugz*

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Jasen, the Chiongsterz?

aiyo... I cant believe I agreed to chiong wif shini, germz, allan, jacob and jasmine.. but I had fun clubbing with them in Chinablack though 30% of the music really suck?.. Actually before clubbing, we had dinner at Ricetable in Suntec and celebrated allan's birthday~ The dinner was fabulous~ It has very nice and cosy atmosphere with abit of Indonesian restuarant setting.. The food was special especially with Satay.. and that meat dish.. hee.. Yum yum~ *Droolz* I really put myself in a ugly image because I was like laughing loudly.. Everyone is peacefully eating their food.. so Unglam.. arGh~ i really want to laugh at litian and pengxiang.. very funny "couple" hor? always has funny funny quarrels.. fight about food.. fight about here and there.. endless manz... That evening after the dinner, Allan celebrated his 21st birthday and unexpectedly, shini and germx brought a Chocolate-Banana Cake for him~ so sWeet of them rite?..wOoo hooo~ allan must be real happy~ heee... the best dinner i had in Suntec! ;)

Then.. The guys except litian and pengxiang wanted head down to Chinablack for a night of havoc havoc~ so I decided to accompany them down to havoc too~ wEeEeEeEee~ One of Chinablack's bartender very cute.. Then, I suddenly thought of Amos so I decided to be "faithful" for the rest of the night.. The guys went to the dancing floor but the girls wanted to get drinks.. (free flow ma! cheapo..) lolz.. anyway, I was quite lost when I was at dance floor so i took whatever drinks came to me.. I dun even know what were they.. all I knew was.. my throat got warm after all the mix drinks effect.. (x.x") din get drank lar~ hee.. but shini, germz and jasmine were! crazy them.. they took alot of those shots.. they danced till the club ended at 3am.. i was pretty shag because you could see me lying around the tables motionlessly.. staring at the bartenders in the lounge blurly.. the way they made the drinks.. very cool..

My night ended like that.. hee.. unbelievable wor..

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Jasen and His Temptations

I was on bus with Germz on the way home.. Great to have her to accompany the bus trip.. She's really a chatter bOx manz... We'll also be booking our theory test together tomorrow~ wEeeee~ so happy~

Dammit! My sister brought back Season 7 of Sex and the City.. I'm tempted to watch it but I can't.. Simply because I'm gonna catch Season 2,3,4,5 and 6 before it reaches 7... There must be a sequence in everything you commit into ma... Right? Anyway, I played Season 7 Episode 1.. I was enjoying the first 30 seconds till something uncomfortable stucked in my mind so I decided shut off my window media player.. Weird me huh? That's Jasen!

Last minute changes... Amos called up and said he has no OT anymore.. Wa PiaNGz~ I nearly wanted to murder him.. Luckily, I called up Jimmy fast~ They managed to get two seats for us ~ PheW~

Amos's leader ar.. She better watch out~ I will kick her pussy till she cries out loud!! Don't ill treat my Amos anymore! Don't make my Amos work during lunch time! Please open your damn eyes big big for those "lazy" one! Please also give specific DETAILED instruction for Amos! Wa LaUz.. I'm angry.. EXTREMELY! arGh.. Don't ever let me see her on streets.. I will "gong" her head!

I need some anger management.. argh.. Anyway.. Finally, we managed to catch Spidey2.. :) Initially, I thought it was the lousy show ever but it turned out to be greAt show! very thrilling indeed!

*Listening to Keane - Everybody's Changing*

...everybody's changing, i don't know why....
...tried to make a move...
...everybody's changing, i don't feel right....
...tried to understand...
...everybody's changing, i don't feel the same...
...tried to stay awake...
...everybody's changing....



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ready! get set! gO~!!!

i was watching "sex and the city" today discreetly which I don't know why.. samantha in sex and the city was like the horniest woman in the whole freaKin world.. she pratically has sex with different guy each episode~ what's new~ anyway, i was laughing my head off when horny samantha was crying out for sex when she met this gorgeous celibate man.. don't know what's celibate? i've checked it out for u guys..

Celibate (noun) : One who abstains from sexual intercourse, especially by reason of religious vows.

besides sex and the city, i was on "The O.C" too.. isn't ryan the cutest thing on Earth!? he just melts me when he peels off his outer jacket.. ooooo.. *warns Amos: don't ever copy my Ryan* hee.. I would agree the O.C is like another Beverly Hills...

Its officially 5 months for us~ Its unbelievable freaking fast for us~ I really hope we continue to be loving as always~ I was like asking Amos that day whether he remembered when we first met.. HOW DARE HE FORGET(I had to remind him and gave him clues.)

Having a headache now...argh.. I need to get some rest before tomorrow's long day.. See ya guys~


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