opening scene

It was 6.45am.. My alarm clock went off.. It was freaking irritating to hear the same old alarm.. I need to change my alarm soon! and FAST!@@#$! I went into the blur and sleepy mode as soon I walked into the toilet.. I sat down on the toilet bowl tray and waited for the pee.. It didn't came .. but I dozed off... hee... until my Dad came knocking on the door.. Time to rock the school~

the Morning Bus
The thing I hated most going to school was taking the morning bus.. It's usually crowded with people.. BiG people.. WorKing people.. Ngee Ann people.. the-aunties people.. But usually morning bus would tend to be less noisy than afternoon/evening ones... Maybe everyone are still having their sleepy hangover~ lolz.. AND furthermore.. I'm forever standing in morning buses and I would be damn lucky to find one space to stand PROPERLY~ I said space not sEat!

the Complaint
First week of school there will be no tutorials~ yePpie~ which I find it relieving because I can catch up with my rest... It's damn sickening to work for three consecutive days for 12 hours standing non-stop!

the Coincidences
I can't be any glad to be back to school.. though I had hard time figuring who are freshies when I stepped into canteen1 but I knew I was late for my basic jap class.. muHahaha~ I was pretty shocked to see many of my friends appearing same class as me.. People like germaine and her aloysius, chengyee, anne, joanna, and that Magnum girl~ heee.. I'm glad to have them in jap class for this sem.. CheErs~

yoko hirata in block 72 #05-12
she's my jap class teacher.. it's so cool to have a japanese teacher~ but she has this strange English speaking accent.. its so funny~ hee.. she introduced japan and culture there which i found it interesting~ I'd love to visit japan again if I have the chance.. hee.. we learnt several basic greetings and had fun doing it~ Watashiwa Jasen des~ Dooze Yoroshiku! anyway, i'm looking forward for the next class~ germ! chengyee! we sit together ar!? hee.. ;)

The Miss Social-Psychology
my second IS class for today~ I couldn't say it wasn't fun but initially it was rather boring with all the introductions.. definitions.. blah blah blah.. she just goes on and on and on............ together with shun foong, nydia, shawn, hongkai and joy we rocked the class today.. and my presentation suck!!! hee..

red carpet in Ngee Ann
as usual.. my class common hangout would be Canteen1.. but it is like "a red carpet".. it is like - you walking down the massive crowds which either invite stares or comments on how you dress or look~ worse case - gossips! Canteen1 can be hell which depends how you look at it~ ;)

the Exit
of course.. with entrance, there must be an exit! left school early.. simply too tired~!

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fifteen percent me + forty percent anger + ten percent tired + five percent felt unloved + thirty percent loved = depressed jasen

its already one past seven... i'm still blogging... I'm working tomorrow and my hair is still wet from the shower fifteen minutes ago.. why am i feeling so depressed out of the sudden? well, things were going well at first at work.. until evening.. we had this unreasonable customer... he's this maybe-late-50s caucasian guy.. God knows where he came from? states? australia? but his accent don't sound like british.. He was disputing against why should he pay $2352 for some network connection.. I was like "COME ON!?! You stay in a semi-detached house and you can't afford that amount???" Anyway, I was busy enough to continue my anger on him.. Besides, I had better things to focus on..

While on the way home, Darrelle and I were talking about "things" in Starhub Office.. Come to think, I feel so upset about the whole political thingie.. Political seemed very heavy word to use.. Is feedback necessary for us? Feedbacking about things we feel we need to change so as to improve the working environment.. Sounds right huh? but in Starhub.. They don't practise that! Whatever Upper level says - we do and obey without feedback.. If Lower level feedback - their job at stake.. Haiz.. Is that really the working world out here in Singapore? or is it everywhere in the world? I feel so disappointed.. I'm beginnning to wonder what job am I gonna get next time.. How am I gonna survive?

Shall not talk about work for now...

Time rewinds back to eleven:thirty-four.. I was walking the cold and breezy lane towards my block.. I felt so cold.. I had this sudden crave for a warm hug from Amos.. I miss him.. I quickly slight jogged down the lane when the cold breeze nearly chilled my spine.. Suddenly, a couple came to my sight.. They were not very eye-catching couple.. nor handsome or pretty.. but what caught my attention most was.. their mutual eyes-exchanging look.. I knew they are madly in love with each other.. The girl lied on the guy's shoulder.. I looked down on the floor and I didn't want to look back at them.. I envied them somehow.. Upon reaching my house, I sat down on the steps outside my house corridor.. I nearly burst crying.. but my eyes went watery.. I don't blame Amos.. Maybe the day went wrong for me.. Amos is still in office now.. doing his OT.. shan't disturb him.. I shall sleep now.. nite guys...

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devoting jasen

today was the second day of bAoc orientation.. themed as "the making".. basically, it was like a games day to me.. but bAoc main comm wants to name it to fit the theme.. most of my freshies were not present.. out of 21.. 10 came.. i didn't cared much about it.. there were six games we must complete..

they were:
tallest tower
plank&brick
flip the sheet (total shitty game! whoever came up with this - lame..)
protect the egg (interesting... protecting a egg?)
alpha beam (nice.. though i didn't get to participate with the freshies...)
chemical rescue (the sco-in-charge is my ex-crush... he's str8 though...)

talking about my this ex-crush..(oh god.. amos is gonna kill me but i have to say it!!) its kinda weird because he's not fit nor slim.. he's semi-fat.. was i attract to bulky guys? ewww.. BUT BUT he's different.. maybe he speaks different.. he has this charisma.. likeable by everyone.. i don't know.. everytime i see him, i would just stare at him.. sometimes, i feel like in dreamland with him.. AND he has this nice tan.. i bet he blushes too! and his name is glenn~ well.. everything about him must end with a full-stop. (i love amos)

back to introducing to bAoc orientation.. did i ever introduced this year's theme and stuffs? you guys must be wondering?

it began on 18th May and we had a meeting about mascots, dance, ID tags for freshies, MCs(main comm ppl) and us, banner and flags.. heehee.. well, i didn't want my artistic talent to go waste so i joined the banner and flags department. I'm in the Lord of The Rings..

This year's theme was "Lights! Camera! Action!" previous year(which was the year i was admitted) was "A Tale of Romance" and i was in shrek and fiona..

There are nine groups in our bAoc orientation in "Lights! Camera! Actions!"
the ring
-you have to see their decorated room! so scary! white candles everywhere.. dark.. hanging mirror after entering the room.. nice work!! ;)
gladiator
-i simply don't like the SCOs.. loud and disturbing.. their room? decoration was so-so lar.. our arch enemy~ always seen competing cheers with us~ *pui*
harry potter
-their room don't match the theme at all! though their entrance was built like a castle..
austin powers
-very groovy.. they brought back the 80s! 80s alive in that room!! you go baby~
pirates of the carribean
-i don't like edmund.. he's in that team.. they have 90 over people in their group! simply too much of a "GROUP"? no comments for their room.. hmph!
x-men
-did i visit x-men's room? i think i did.. can't remember clearly.. but their huge banner was nicely done.. :D
lord of the rings
-we decided to have "The Shire" as our setting.. very nice~ we spent hell lots of time doing the doors and windows..
star wars
-their "grand entrance" is simply too back aching to walk in.. nearly needed to crawl in.. entrance's too low!
the mask
-i saw their mascots... very nicely done too~ never went to their room... :(

Lastly, we also have the Main Committee (MC)..
They are mainly from the third years~ i'm gonna be one in future! ;)

everything was completed on 22nd of June which was on tuesday.. we welcomed our freshies on wednesday.. we did a campus tour and the air was hazy.. ewww.. i was seriously tired.. waking up at 6.30am ever since wednesday..

My stomach's growling now.. be just right back~ ;)


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is distance really a factor of modern relationship?

Am i perfectionist? Does true love survives even though you are physically or mentally distanced from your partner? Most people might casually say that "distance" don't do much harm to a relationship when you are in love. Is this true? Or it is just an understatement? This just makes me wonder how do couples maintain their long-distanced relationship. Do email does the love-conveying or daily telephone conversations does the job? Conversations or emails or simple SMSes are nice but I find it hard to accept when your partner is so far away from you and you can't feel him. Perhaps a successful thing about long-distanced relationship is building a strong love foundation. Its like building a skyscraper. You will need a strong grounding foundation in order to support the whole building for long term or else it will collapse. Enough of bullshitting..

Back at school today, I caught this major flu from who-knows-where and it went bonkers! I kept sneezing from classroom to open-area to the toilet and it was terrible.. REAL TERRIBLE! I was like living-dead sneezing bug, ready to bomb people with my flu virus. Bernie caught it! So did Kelvin! Si Chun! and an unfortunate girl from next room. I was feeling like shit to care anyone else who caught my virus after that. I felt like dying.

Although I was feeling sick, but my hands were working non-stop. I had to complete some painting for a flag which I finished doing it in the end. THANK GOD! It really took hell a lot of time and effort to finish it. The Sun was scorching HOT today lor.. Never been so hot before! but still I had to hang my LOTR flag on the metal railing. Everything was 60% done and it ended at 10.02pm. I smell like a rotten apple! argh~

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the love

"...in our lifetime, i'm afraid to let u go..."


its a journey we must take together... no matter what.. i will stay by your side.. locking my hands with yours..though i don't know how long we can last~ but all these months.. your words have been my motivation .. my steps.. my will for life.. my inspirations.. do you that? i doubt you do lar.. only know how to eat like pig.. able to gobble down an one foot subway sandwich.. but sometimes i can be very very unreasonable.. very PMSing.. very damn irritating.. jealousy very high... hee.. thanks for tolerating all my nonsenses.. all my PMSes.. all my unreasonables.. all my irritatings... my temper oso... i know you will read these.. i love you~ only you!!! heee...

these words came straight from my heart.. no else.. copyrighted one hor! ;)



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the happies

First of all~ I have to cheer for Sea Hawk for getting first in 24 men crew!! woOoo hoOoo~ SeaHawk is entering the finals tomorrow and I'm really hoping they can get top 3 Unfortunately, I wasn't there to witness this and to share the joy with them~ I kinda moody though.. maybe I can't be with Amos and to watch him drum... *sad* Glad he was starting to feel better after I was off for work.. I was damn worried for him for the past few days.. :) get well soon dar! muackz

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recently... jasen

had a call from Amanda to work for Starhub.. this coming Saturday and Sunday.. *excited*

addicted to Liberty X - Everybody Cries.. very seductive song.. feeling like dancing~ shaking my ass~ hoho~

saw Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie on Eight Days.. They casted in "The Simple Life" show.. bimbos trying to get some taste of life in farms with their micro-mini skirts and high heels... ewww.. some laughableS..

-Featured in Eight Days:
When Grandma Culy asks the girls to help her pluck chicken feathers, Nicole responds with, "I'm not plucking anything except my eyebrows." --->WTH!!

After bad girl, Paris Hilton almost destroys the Leding's truck with her bad driving, Nicole advises. "Paris, don't drive it like a Porsche." ---> I almost dropped my jaw when I read this!

The Simple Life starts this Saturday, 19th June on Channel 5, 10pm! Watch these bimbos rock the Leding family~ hOho~

finally saw the interesting part of joining SeaHawK... How I wish I could take part in this Saturday's competition...
Everyone in SeaHwak works hard for the upcoming competition only sick Amos stands aside.. Hopefully, he could get well on Saturday.. Remember to drink the Vitamin C / eat more oranges.. It helps to build up immune system and protects these sickening virus from attacking US!

went for Orientation meeting today... managed to complete one sword flag and it was freaking nicely done!! I saw someone like Victor.. haha.. but he's quite tall and skinny.. His face so common meh.. cant believe it.. argh..

was assigned with SB (Senior Buddy) post by Zack :( I'm together with Kelvin handling a class.. Hopefully, the class would be spontaneous.. I'm not quite a cheerleading guy.. hip hip hooray??

is freaking tired now... sorry guys for not updating my blog often.. forgiVe mE~ nite.. see ya guys in dreamland!


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Thank God Its Friday??

Sorry guys for not updating my blog for a week? Owe u guys tOnnes Of apologies~ muackz anyway, last thursday till sunday I was working at Singapore Expo for Starhub.. I was doing the same old thing again~ Data coordinating... You could never guessed how stressing it was.. Especially when every salesperson is awaiting for their verification form... I knew whenever I get stress or shy, I would go red... YES! I was red!! why? Because the freaking system is so slow and verification forms were piling with customers complaining!!!! argH.. I nearly wanted to visit Singapore Casket when Sunday came.. You guys should see the crowd... ENORMOUSLY HUGE~~ with all the people squeezing here and there.. I can't even get to the toilet!! I was sO maD! I knew I was fuming mad and stressed with my bladders bursting and as usual, the piling like mountain verification forms waiting to be cleared ASAP~.. I got so irritated and nearly shouted when this impatient salesperson who was practically asking for his verification form every freaking minute!!! After I verified it, I squeezed out of the hall and rushed to the nearest toilet.. Well, I nearly cried in the toilet while peeing.. but its over now..

Heehee.. had been slacking after my 4 days at Expo job.. I have my Cannon IXUS i now!! It was bought at Singapore Expo.. I'm in lovE wif it! Its white in colour~ User-friendly with nice functions.. Photo Stitch - you can merge photos~... taking 3 min clips.. very sleeK and design's nice~ hOho~ ;)

i shall go play with my cam now~ hee.. *poses* tata~



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Hi-TeA @ GoodWood Park Hotel~!
these were nice~

*droolz* maNgO pudding was nice..

yuMmy yummy~

PooF~! food all gone! gosh.. we are pigs.. ain't we??

Amos trying out the chocolate ice-cream.. IT TASTE gREAT!!~wOoo hooo~

me and amos~ playing wif my new cam... IXUS i leh.. dun play play.. hee..

here we gO again~ wEeee *burPz*

Earl Grey Tea anyone?

next up~ DESSERT~ i'm so full.... (x.x")

i saw Lindsay!!!! She's so cute on this!! muack muackz..

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lazy jasen.. it shall be~

my shopping list is growing.. and its still growing with each second passing!! *dangerous period*
GSS is making me mad... the discounts are tempting me.. argh!!
Lindsay Lohan is officially my idol~

I finally met up with Alfred AKA Jerome~ for lunch and dessert today~ I was tremendously happy to meet up with him today.. Dunno why lar.. Anyway, we had lunch in Mos Burger and headed to Baker's Inn for dessert.. :) :) :) ;)

stayed in Kinokuniya for a hour plus to shop for my art stuff and books..
Bought
Queer As fOlK novel
Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle Comic
Legs were aching like mad due to over-excessive shopping..
Listening F.I.R - You Make Me Want To Fall In Love..
HappY to SeE AmoS tOday~

We went around Suntec tower by tower... Walking around and window shopping around.. Amos was coughing all the way so decided to buy him some lozenges.. I just get freaking irritated when I listened to him coughing so badly..

He was tired... so am I...
Both of us headed home~
He has dragon boat training tomorrow morning..
I have my art piece to complete..
We are going Zouk Mambo jUmbO~ heEe.. looking fORwaRd to it~
-the end-
To dreamland nitey... Zzzzzz





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weird jasen today~ huh?

I was watching Troy and The Day After Tomorrow that day and I saw the trailer for Mean Girls.. I saw Lindsay Lohan for the first time... I just felt.. a sudden crush on her... idolising her mesmerising eyes.. attractive freckles? the wavy dirty blonde hair she has.. If you don't catch what I meant...

There you go...

Isn't she pretty? Gosh, if I'm straight enough... I would go after her... well... I can still dream on... Firstly.. She's in America... Secondly... I'm anticipating my gay life is not going to end... Thirdly.. I have Amos~! muHahaha~

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