Friday, May 28, 2004

The Friday After Tomorrow

Its another improved day for the orientation group... I managed to buy the paints which were oil-based~ Thanks Joesph for driving me to Bras Besah Complex to get the paints.. Thanks manz.. You're really gReat help~ I realised the paints Jac bought and those I bought were the same... but were of different quality.. Why.. I wonder... Anyway, things went quite smoothly.. Three flags were undergoing colouring.. Anyway, I thought I saw Amos's brother in that Art Shop... I nearly fainted because their build and hair colour were the same~ and the Amos's bother lookalike looked fierce.. (x.x")..

Rushing back to school, eagerly to complete the flags and banners.. I started off with the flags without hesitation and skipped lunch.. Had Soya Bean Milk for break only... damn hungry.. argh.. Things went well smoothly today~ gReAt~!!

After finishing my last touch-ups, I quickly said bye to them and headed down to town to meet Amos and the rest.. Luckily, I wasn't late.. I thought I was going to.. heEe.. I was so afraid Amos would go: "You ar.. No time management~.." AiyO.. naGgy aH gOng amoS~ lolz.. felt so happy to see him again.. but I couldn't help laughing at his specs... Maybe I'm not used to seeing him in specs... but it's extremely fuNnny~ cUte neRd~ ;)

The guys already decided to catch "The Day After Tomorrow" so I was fine with it~ heeEe.. All I knew was whenever there were thrilling moments, I held his hands tightly.. zZZzzz I felt some "reality" in that movie.. So felt a tinch of scared+fear+sad=not good... hAiyo.. so tired now... I shall write a short review of the movie tomorrow~ ;P tata guys~

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Thursday Orientation

Situation got slightly better today I guess... We started painting for Frodo flag and drawing for the banner but the so-called "Oil-based" paints bought by Jac was in fact poster colours~ Thanks leh.. How are we gonna paint our flags and banner with that sort of paint..

Well, I don't really blame Jac.. but I'm displease with Jac going overseas to enjoy.. esp when she's going HongKong with her BOYFRIEND!! arGh~ and we suffering here... thinking how to salvage the situation~

I wasn't exactly having the mood to work or play today... with this poor results... I was simply stunned when I opened my email.. stunned at 9.57am..

Decided to go out, to have some time out~

I went to watch Shrek2 with my gals~ The movie was humourous~ With Puss, The Boot sOoo cUte in the movie, he has this spanish or french accent??? lolz.. and thosE glaSsy eyes... cuTe-isstisbLe~.. Donkey whose voice was dubbed by Eddie Murphy.. daMn fUnny characTer.. Donkey plays as Shrek's best friend but he always have something to say!!! I never knew Princess Fiona's voice was dubbed by Cameron Diaz all along.. but Princess Fiona looks beautiful in human form though.. :) Shrek? becomes human? Well, for you guys to catch da movie~ ;)

Hope daddy's gonna accept my decision of going overseas with DaR... I was planning to use my results to win his approval~ hai..

dAr.. let u down.. :( sorry..

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NgeeAnn Polytechnic
STATEMENT OF EXAMINATION RESULTS

NAME
TAY JIA SIANG JASEN
ACADEMIC PROGRAM
Business Information Tech
DATE OF EXAMINATION
APR 2004
SEMESTER OF STUDY
02


MODULE----------------------------------GRADE

COMPUTING & INFORMATION PROCESSING------ B+

MICROECONOMICS-------------------------- C+

ORAL BUSINESS COMMUNICATION------------- B

BUSINESS STATISTICS--------------------- A

ORGANISATIONAL BEHAVIOUR---------------- C+

LIFE MANAGEMENT SKILLS------------------ A

SPORTS AND WELLNESS--------------------- PX

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Jasen says,
I should have gotten AD for CIP!!!! For all the work and effort I put in for the past six months..... but surprised that Bstats I had a A~ muHahaHa.. At least Mr Gopin did't fail me for Sports and Wellness, even though I kept turning up late for his classes... (which quite annoyed him a LOT!!)


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Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Introducing~ - F.I.R



Their album consisting of 13 tracks.. The 3 talents : Faye, the lead vocal.the pretty girl in the middle. Ian, the producer.the charming one with shades on the right. and Real, the guitarist.the handsome guy on the right.

Most of their tracks are nicely written and beautifully crafted album with their first track "Fly Away". Did you know that the song "Fly Away" was supposedly named as "Nothing Afraid".. Hee.. A refreshin song with "hopes" pinned together with the lyrics and melody~ A song NEVER to be missed!!!

01. Intro Xun Meng Zhi Tu
02. Fly Away
03. Lydia ( Another F.I.R excellent composed song~ )
04. Liu Lang Ze Zhi Ge ( Marvellous!!! )
05. Wo Men De Ai ( WoOOoo hOooOo~ )
06. Guang Mang
07. Lydia (Instrumental)
08. Ni De Wei Xiao :)
09. Ta Luo Pai
10. Hou Le Yuan :D
11. Revolution
12. You Make Me Want To Fall In Love
13. Next Album Yu Gao Bian

If you like their songs.. Please support original~ Please don't download! I bought mine.. Have you?? ;)

Credits: F.I.R WarnerMusic

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Witchy Alyssa Milano (Phoebe Halliwell in Charmed) in Angola, Africa~



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Jasen says,

Alyssa goes that far to help less fortunate... :D Isn't that nice~ Alyssa rocks~ ;)

Credits

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Found in fridae.com...

Dear Alvin,

I am confused and hope you could give me some feedback. I knew I was gay since I was small, even though I have been totally straight looking. Now, I’m in my early thirties and still confused.

My first problem is this: I am comfortable with being gay and want to be out and open, but living in a homophobic society adds stress to my life and I don’t want to totally expose myself for that reason. I know my problem is that like wishing to have two different things that cannot co-exist.

Yours faithfully,
The Confused and Agitated Boy

Dear Confused and Agitated “Uncle”,

My answer to your first problem is this: You have two choices really. You can step out into the wonderful and colourful world populated by your gay brothers and sapphic sisters or you can remain in your dark and dank closet and watch your gay life pass you by. Whichever path you choose, you should, under no circumstances, risk imprisonment for public indecency by “totally exposing” yourself.

The Eternal Boy,
Alvin Tan

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Jasen says,

even an early thirties man is facing this problem.. when exactly is the society gonna open up.. i doubt in my lifetime.. *sob sob* -life imprisonment in this secrecy gay life-

Source of article

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Tuesday, May 25, 2004

past and future

jerome saw me in Taka that day~ (>.<") why din he called me???
lex is still in Australia!! How I wish I can go there too! Its cold lehz...
amos is sleeping now... soundly... *hugz*
mummy is drinking her medicine.. sorry mummy for scolding you just now~ *muackz*
jac *pUi*
weiliang should be DJing now~ :D
alvin is in Japan.. hmmmmz... should be 12.16pm right there now..
clay is busy~ dunno with what.. mayb... *grinz*
ralph is online on MSN right now!
dawn seems free.. whats that model girl doing har... *wonders*
germaine just messaged me whether next wednesday wanna go Zouk~ (sO qiaO~ amos, jimmy, alaric? and me were planning to go there next Wednesday too~)
justin replied! he said he wanna join singapore idol.. 11 days more to go.. gOOd lucK~!
refund should be sleeping~ *huggiez*
sister might be sleeping... who knows might be messaging.. *curses*
fiona is starting school in one week time~ poor girl...
darelle should be desperately searching for job... heard she wanted to try Starbucks... GOod lucK gEr~
muipeng ass.. last minute backed up in the M1 interview... hmphz..
serene's blog getting shorter and shorter...
allan introduced me that service.. i'm still considering lehz.. even the trial's free~
shini... hmphz.. JB incident... never jio me.. cannot be forgiven...
anonymous guy.. i wonder how is he/she doing...
kerrie looked chubby now.. the operation must have did that to her.. poor thing~
zhenxiang celebrated his birthday yesterday~ haPpy birThday~ *muackz* *hugz*
jimmy goin to NS soon... sob sob...
jerald working in G2000.. (i want job too~)
enghao~ where are you~ i need job~
janice janice~ please call me~ i'm gonna kill u soon~ burning down adecco soon~


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fly away

I regretted joining this orientation group... Jac, the in-charge of my orientation grp don't bother to reply my SMSes... Thanks lehz... Anyway, I've decided after submitting the designs, I won't be helping out anymore... Not that I'm doing things half-heartedly.. If your leader isn't responsive at all, why bother contributing to the group? Tomorrow I'm gonna still attend the meeting.. Let's just see how things goes...

So fucked up today.. My sister brought her friend home today.. Guess how she asked to use my laptop? She said: "EH! Excuse!" WOW WOW~ Jasmine Tay Hui Fang... How daring.. Her friend was just standing outside.. I couldn't possibly argue with her.. I let her off this time and decided to go for dental appointment... Second incident happened after I came home, her friend is still using my room~ Well, I had to keep myself busy out of my bedroom.. From 7pm......... till 10.30pm... FINALLY... She went home.. Of course, I went back to my room.. The eraser dust was all over my table!!!! Long strands of hair on my bed and pillow!!! FUCKERS... I hate long strands of hair dropping around my room... *ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY!!!* What's more.. My drawing pencil!!! WAS GONE!! Taken by that freaking friend of her's.... How nice.. How to complete my shadings...

I'm giving up...


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Monday, May 24, 2004

shopping spree

3 Flesh Imp Tops
- White Top(with a nice graphic in front~)
- Brown Top(new arrival~ very nice~)
- Black Top(with words - Sneaker Pimps in Bright Orange in front~)

Mystery Thing for someone.. (>.<") can't wait!!!

F.I.R album from HMV (It's very nice~)

Two DougHnutS from taKa... (YUm yum~)

Men's Health (Julian Hee is so cute!!! Eight packs on him ain't jokin~!)

Give A gUeSs how mucH i sPent? *hint* GSS is on leh...



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Sunday, May 23, 2004

sweet sunday

Amos and Jasen went down to town today~
Amos wore that black framed specs.. Hmmz... It was nice~
He complained of his butt pain.. Damn! should have stayed home with him!!
Great Singapore Sales is coming? When?
Flesh Imp is having "Pre Launch GSS".. Things are cheap there!
Jimmy couldn't make it because he had to head down to this OETI camp thing.
saw Jacelyn Tay in Takashimaya.. She is pretty.. had many curious stares though...
Headed to Lips Cafe in Cineleisure...
Sofa wasn't that comfortable...
He ordered Mango Squashy Squishy drink.. (it wasn't the drink's name..)
I ordered Hot Chocolate.. (Amos said I'm sick.. I need hot drinks... (-.-~)
We started shading the dragon for the Seahawk and started taking silly pictures of ourselves with Amos's phone.. muHaHaha~
He dozed off not long after I started shading myself...
I ordered a Mashed Potato With Mushroom Sauced..
The food came..
He WOKE up instantly.. HOW NICE~..
I flipped through this June's CLEO mag..
He dozed off again..
I stared at him for few seconds and smiled~ (He slept like a...)
Minutes later.....
He woke up again and hurried me to shade.. (v.v")
And
He ordered a small basket full of spicy Potato Wedges.. (Potato Day??)
We nearly couldn't it.. (THANKS to mE! I finished the rest...)
He had SMS from his ex.. (He was planning to meet him and get some things back..)
Luckily,
I was ok with it...
He said his ex is coming coming..
Twenty minutes later,
That fella appeared...
I was like a transparent thing?
They were talking like I'm ... (Anyway, I'm not angry...)
Unfortunately,
I wasn't introduced and I didn't really cared..
That fella didn't cherished Amos.. (HIS LOSS!!!! OR BI QUACK!)
Finally,
That fella left..
Not long after,
We left Lips Cafe too..
Coincidentally,
I saw my sister in Level 1 of Cineleisure..
He sent me to Bus stop..
I left..
I had a sweet sunday!
Wondering did he enjoyed it too? Heee..






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where will you be?

Okok... I have been using shortcut sentences to summarize entries for the past days.. I should stop now.. 've been lazy thats why.. ;) Anyway, I had DB training as usual~ Things were different now.. The seniors are merging with the juniors.. :D Thanks to Amos.. Glad that he feedbackED to Richard.. Hope they would bond together for the coming training sessions.. Another different thing happened was.. I was drummer of the day for girl's team~ I sat in front of everyone facing them.. I was rather uncomfortable.. Thanks to Candice and Shuwen.. They kept shooting their provocative teases.. Argh.. Derek was standing just behind my back and they were "on spot" bitching about me? Not good.. Actually, I felt good.. being able to witness all team mates' ability to power of the boat.. but I'm not as good as Derek in spotting mistakes.. Enough of training..

WARNING: The following contains severe angered words and might be confused. I mean really confused lor.. You may choose to exit now or continue reading.. Thank You!

Anyway... I was so pissed with security guards in National Stadium.. IDIOTs... Usual as before, we would go to National Stadium to use their shower.. BUT.. There was this freaking massive Big Walk today... many people.. annoying.. and the security guards said we couldn't use shower rooms and asked us to head 2nd level ones.. Ok.. Then, we headed to the second level.. THERE WEREN'T ANY SHOWER ROOMS... We searched around.. NOTHING!... We walked towards stadium seating area and were facing the track field.. We thought of climbing down and even jumping down... We gave up thought of getting down and instead we got to this sports complex office.. instead we were chased out.. arGh~ Then, I saw another two different guards this time.. We asked them whether are there any shower facilities around.. and he was pointing to Gate 1 which was where we began.. I was freaking mad and stomped towards them.. Shouting to the guards: "WE CAN'T SEE ANY SHOWER ROOMS AROUND!" "TELL ME! WHERE THE FREAKIN SHOWER ROOMS ARE?" They were like... (O.O")-> SeCuritY guaRd nO.1 (z.z") -> SecurIty gUarD no.2 Finally, they let me signed in... We happily walked in...

SEE!!! I told you so... confused right? Bleah..

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hot sensation

>>>Last night, I had this terrible stomach discomfort.. Was terrible manz.. I was sweating like mad.. rolling on my bed~ My stomach was making me sick!!! I thought it might be gastric.. but I gobbled down a loaf of bread... No use~ argh.. so I decided to puke.. I used my finger to get everything out~ ... stupid me.. but I was fine after I got everything out... damn tired.. try puking 8 times non-stop.. I got back to bed and was back to snoring... zZzzzzz<<<<

went to Clinic in the morning.. (x.x") doc was so bad~! hmph.. dun fren him le~ muHaHaha~
do people bath nowadays? i can't take the stench when i was on the LRT this morning..
was listening to Cyndi Wang Xin Ling's new songs on my sis's mp3 player~ some of them are indeed nice~
went to M1 interview with Darelle... bad luck.. M1 wants people with commitment.. argh..
rain came~ (v.v~)
rain stopped! (n.n)v
luckily the rain stopped when i was at dohby ghaut~ i decided to give my Starhub colleagues a visit~ I stopped by and chit chatted with few of colleagues and friends..
suddenly, i felt good to have friends around.. :D
met up with Amos and they all~ glad i could see Amos again~ (>.<") missing him too much ba...
reached Sentosa.. Sun is OUT!~
So HAPPY~
New Friends : Gary and Moon.. And saw Xavier for the first time~ yePPio~
played volleyball! went swimming! was jumping off the platform!! fun~
had little small disagreements with Amos today.. but I decided to forget everything bad! hee..
tired now~ (x.x") break for me now~

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Saturday, May 22, 2004

morning blues

i can't believe Shini left me at Singapore and went to JB with Allan and her friends.. WHY WHY? *sobz* Shini not my nakama >>in jap means comrade<< le.. hmph.. Anyway, I enjoyed reading Shini's blog.. but my hands are itching again~! How I wish I could shop shop~

Never mind.. I shan't be displeased with them.. HOR Amos? What you promised? muHahaha Genting Trip ar.. You better keep to your promise orelse... >>You KnoW wHat haPpeNs<<

going to clinic again~ shall tell you guys what happened last night later~ tata~

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Friday, May 21, 2004

my Top 10 ambitions! *wrote this in friendster*

1) hugo boss model / ck briefs model
2) Hilton's CEO (don't ever laugh at this.. I might just.. MIGHT!!)
3) a magazine's editor~
4) backstage fashion coordinator (sounds exciting~)
5) a fashion designer (damn! why din i go Laselle SIA~)
6) some famous celebrity's assistant~ Perhaps Britney? with those concerts around the world.. YEA!! Justin Timberlake? He's cute! Jacko? Nahz.. he's gonna bankrupt soon.. Beckham? I won't have affair with him.. I promise...... NOT! muHaHaha~ Rebecca Loos.. U suck!
7) some rich boyboy.. (is that an ambition?!? Oh.. gimme a break.. am i contradicting myself...?)
8) some celebrity who can fuck back at Avril~ and rock the entire Hollywood industry..
9) a DJ? nahz.. (my voice can't make it... bleah..)
10) a pirate? like those in One Piece~ they are damn cool manz.. (face reality lar.. pirate get prosecuted with heavy punishment.. (-.-~) *sobz*

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what's happening part 2

feeling light and drowsy.. because of the medicine.. (~.~")
so pissed off with my sister's attitude
nothing seemed to change much between us(sis n me) after since the incident..
still so cold towards me.. haiz.. i hate that feeling..
HMV staff haven't get back to me about the m-fLo and BoA single.. argh.. slow.. my sis's birthday already over.. thanks leh..
realised its gonna be our 4th month together~ ever since 1st Feb~ i'm shOo happy~ i'm gonna gif Amos 4 biG biG kisSes on 1st June! i dun care..
Lex is still in Australia.. boring.. he said he's gonna get a cap for me.. muHahaha.. hope so..
Alvin is still in Japan... hmmmz.. hope he's enjoying himself~
Jasen is still in Singapore.. He needs to get some air outta Singapore!! REAL FAST!!
just withdrew 120 bucks.. ($.$") *flyz*>>>>\($)/
hope I can get the job in M1 customer service center..
my mummy's birthday coming too~ 25th... wat shall i get her? suggestions?
waiting for Amos's night call.. tata~

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what's happening?

slacking at home
watching one piece anime for the past week
cried three times when watching one piece.. it was touching hor..
was reading Classified few minutes ago
no jobs i wanted
jasen is fussing
had a haircut at 4.36pm
hot hot hot weather!
going to Sentosa tomorrow with Amos and friends
hungry argh..
I hate Avril.. Bitch!
finally, Amos is done with his work... was worried..
I smell of cucumber now... *sniff* nice~
idiot boys above my house... WHAT ARE THEIR LEGS MADE OF? GOLD? so noisy..
good luck for all those singapore idol participants.. work hard for it~
was reading justin's blog.. that julian hee guy... has 8 packs??? no joke!!? *droolz* Amos! train for 8 packs ar... muackz muackz.. I loVe U~
haikel n daniel

were

humourous though..
off to dinner now~ ciaoz~


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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Here is my photo album link to the Sentosa Trip cUm Chalet with my poly classmates~ on 12th May~ hee...

Click ME! :D

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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

bad bad day~


Monday 17/05/04

It seemed so normal day for me.. still feeling sick but I went to the doc... He said I was either exposed with too much dust or I was engaging in some "exciting" incident which triggered the whole attack.. Got some medicine from clinic and headed back home to change to meet Ralph.. I had promised Ralph that I would be going out with him and visit Refund after that... We already agreed to have the day for both of us and owing the fact that we never see each other for more than 6 months.. Just a friend-friend thing... Besides, it was Ralph's birthday.. Lunch and dinner was great.. Never feasted that much for so long... Finally! I got to watch Van Helsing~ IT WAS AWESOME!! Great effects.. Thrilling.. rated 4/5! The medicine was slowly taking its effect on me.. I was feeling drowsy.. seemed like floating... I felt light.. After the movie, we decided to have dinner nearby his place so we had this tasty char siew rice from some kopitiam.. *droolz* Along the way home, Ralph talked about him and Greg dating.. I was pretty sad to hear Greg being "ocassionally" ignorant about Ralph's existence.. Imagine if you really liked the person and he ignores you like.. machiam backup tyre.. Its freaking sucky manz.. Anyway, was pretty excited to see Refund again.. He was barking when he heard our footsteps climbing up the stairs.. Ralph was saying he will bite me.. I was like
(-.-")... Thanks leh.. Hee.. Refund is still as healthy as ever.. Wagging his shorty tail.. (He kept sniffing my legs and berms.. which I don't know why...) Hee.. I'm so glad that I could see him again~ I kept touching him, sayanging him and tickling him (which he seemed to enjoy it~) waHaha.. How I wish I can have a dog like Refund.. So tame.. so nice.. so cUtetIsSibLE~ aiYo aiyo... After giving Refund a shower, I heard my handphone ringing.. My hand was rather wet.. So I quickly dried it and saw was Amos calling.. I was like "Oh My God.. I had clean forgotten about him... I forgot to message him that I would be here..." I was panicky.. So I picked it up.. and told him that I was at Ralph's place.. I could sensed something wrong with his tone.. He was shocked.. angry... maybe sad... He hung up not long after and his message came... I read the message.. He was mad!!! I kept worrying.. I was like "Why am I so stupid~" Haiz... I was worrying and was on verge of crying when I was on bus..

I had nothing to say... I sent him a message... I knew he didn't want to reply... He was "sleeping"... Why didn't he message back.. I was freaking worried... freaking sad... freaking tired.. freaking sick enough.. so wanted to commit suicide but I'm not that foolish.. He didn't reply my messages for the night... sad... I slept feeling uncomfortably drowsy that night..


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Sunday, May 16, 2004

freakin hot hot hot!
freaking sick sick sick...

Been coughing and coughing... my throat's getting uncomfortable each day... the freaking weather is hot today... was sweating like mad.. I don't usually bear my chest at home but it's exceptional tonight (alone in my room ma...)... People from the opposite block could eye feast on my body liao.. *blushes*

I have decided! I'm going to the doc's tomorrow morning! *sob sob* tough decision.. because I don't really like the smell of clinic.. don't every clinic smell the same.. argh... Oh God.. Please spare with these sicKneSS... i haTe gEtting them.. especially Asthma attack.. It don't feel good...

Why?

Whenever I get an attack, it varies from those mild ones and serious ones.. If I'm getting mild ones, the attack won't come OuT oF the SudDen~ but I would gradually feel the difficulty of breathing.. Tightening of chest... I will have time to realise I need the inhaling..

What worries me most... If I'm having those serious ones, pray to God that I get that inhaler fast and quick.. sudden gasping of breaths.. tightening of chest.. (ITS REALLY DAMN TIGHT!!!)If I don't get the inhaler... sight becomes abit blurry... may faint.. serious.. I would die... Like Teresa Teng.. She died from Asthma attack.. Poor thing...
I was asking Amos... sensitive death questions... He kept saying Choy chOy!... Actually, this morning I had this weird dream.. creepy lar... I dreamt I was at Bintan Island with Amos... I was lying on his chest lor... Then, suddenly I came to this funeral... creepy thing was.. The Funeral picture bears my resemblance... :( I'm dreaming of my own death.. bad bad.... this is bad... sounds like a prophecy to me.. self fulfiling prophecy... :(

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worser than ever...

I'm feeling much worser ever since the asthma attack on Thursaday... compared to the previous years, this is very bad.. I'm already feeling bad enough with the asthma attack but seems that it also brought along cough... I was like coughing from Bukit Panjang to NTU and NTU to Bukit Panjang... (btw, went NTU because my Ah Ma having her 75th Birthday dinner there... anyway.. it was a cheapo and service sucKs like hell restuarant...) Amos said I should go see a doctor.. haiz... It must be the late nights I'm spending everyday.. I must really make a habit to rest early... haO ba... I shall get my ass into my bed now... sob sob... I also cant go to Dragon Boat training tomorrow... :( nite guys...

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Friday, May 14, 2004

SCROLL down for Come What May's Lyrics.. Enjoy the music~

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chaLet wedNesday - 12th May 2004

Well, TT23 already decided to have a class chalet at Sentosa... I heard was at the Sentosa hut, initially, I thought the hut was "big" enough for us all.. But I heard Amos saying that the hut wasn't big at all.. Frankly speaking after looking at the real thing, it’s just freaking same as typical HDB toilet area... I was like "OMG! Tell me please.. How can a human stay in this freaking small area with no power points.. An air con which simply tortured us with its high temperature... seemed pathetic double decker bed with the top bed full of dust.. Who knows dust mites might be living on there... a located outside toilet which was smelly like hell~ Thanks leh... to whoever booked it.. Might be Wei Chuen.. It must be HIM! ass hole.. hmPh.. Anyway, it didn't really bother me much until our precious Miss YingJie was telling us there were a clump of banana trees just outside the window.. Everyone went silent.. For what? Because we were talking about those Malay ghosts appearing in those banana trees before we arrive at the hut... Another big thanks to Miss YingJie.....

They started playing card games after the dinner we had in Burger King...
I enjoyed the "Truth or Dare" game the most... but enjoyed "Panasonic Slam" the least... Why? Everyone was bored to the MAX.! so I decided to teach them how to play "Panasonic Slam", its hard enough to teach my Sister alone.. I decided NOT to teach for the rest of my life... We played a trial run of the game and guess what.. Ahamad kept shooting stupid questions.. which I find it unnecessary to answer them.. Followed by Ah bren.. My life is simply miserable enough to stay in that pathetic hut located just next to those banana trees and a nearby smelly toilet.... Ahamad knew he was getting too far and he immediately stopped asking.. Well, everyone was enjoying it... shoutinG here and there for names... wAHaha.. "Truth or Dare" was what we played next.. Exciting it can be to see people saying unimaginable things and displaying crazy acts, but it won’t be when you are doing it... I was "truth" twice with no "dare".. The night was filled with fun and laughter that day.. hee..


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Tuesday, May 11, 2004

My SisTer's neXt wisHlisT~

after the bad bad things I have done, I need to be good brother now... Well, planning to get her this single from m-fLo & BoA.. She saw the "the Love Bug"'s MV and was excited.. A rather catchy song~



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Monday, May 10, 2004

angered rhythm

well, I was totally slacking all the way till I asked myself whether I should get a job this holiday.. I started thinking what kind of job I might land onto? Definitely not Starhub data-entry (although they pay well.. *pUi*) hee.. anyway, that day I happened to hang around Adidas shop which was nearby Chinablack.. I went in and tried my lucK! gUess WHAT! that freaking idiotic guy who didn't hesitate and said a cold and straight NO on my face... Thanks for that yoU #%@#$%@#$... I was pissed after that, I was complaining to Amos.. Lucky, he stood my side or else i wOuld giVe him hell! ever since that incident, I still keep wondering where should I go for my job hunt next... Perhaps Zara? lolz..

ok... job hunting thingy aside... I was little "busy" with my things today.. Then, my sister came bugging me to teach her E-maths.. I was like "How the hell am I gonna teach you when I'm busy? Can't you see I'm busy now???" Immediately, she went mad and stomped off my room... and not long after, she went out (I assumed to study with her friends.. She'll be complaining away about me...) well, I felt a little guilty after that.. This can't go on anymore... I don't wish to see my sister failing her O levels.. but we always had quarrels when I'm teaching her either Emaths, Chemistry or Physics.. Gosh.. I'm a bad bad teacher.. Amos said the reason behind it was the difference in our mentality and brain power.. Maybe he's right.. I'm just too hard on her.. :( sorry meiz.. should get her something for heR coming birthday... :)

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Saturday, May 08, 2004

Over~

its finally over.. OVER! yeppie~ Never felt so strong freedom before.. I was thinking what to do over the weekdays next week.... Job hunting? Slack? Play? HeEe.. sO much things to do, so little time.... School holiday ending at end of July... Hmmmz... Any advice? guys?

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Come What May by Nicole Kidman feat Ewan McGregor

Strongly attracted to the lyrics.. I caught this song through Perfect 10 .. Was hookeD instantly!!!... Dunno wHy too~ hee..

Ever knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day I'm loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time.

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day.

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time.

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day.

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place.

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day.




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Thursday, May 06, 2004

Hikki's aLbUm is ouT~ Single Collection Vol. 1



The following are the tracks selected from different albums..

1. time will tell :)

2. Automatic (MY FirSt favouritE!!!)

3. Movin' on without you (it goes "...nothing gonna stop me.... only you can stop me....")

4. First Love (sentimentaL sOng... veRy nice...)

5. Addicted To You [UP-IN-HEAVEN MIX]

6. Wait & See -Risk-

7. For You

8. Time Limit

9. Can You Keep A Secret? (heRo's theme song ... not bAd!)

10. FINAL DISTANCE (slow and continued version of distance.... )

11. traveling ( fast song... yea baby~)

12. Hikari

13. SAKURA Drops (mV is kinda weird thougH but song's fine...)

14. Letters

15. COLORS

Jasen's comments: Most of the tracks are super nice... A must-buy album for those jap lovers..

Hikki's another single, the 13th Single titled: "dareakano negai ga kanau koro"



Tracks are.....
1. dareakano negai ga kanau koro

2. dareakano negai ga kanau koro(Instrumental)

Theme song for the motion picture "CASSHERN" premiering in Spring 2004

Jasen's comments: haVen't really listened to it yet.. hee..

Credit

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Recalling.......

Its amazing when you are able to recall whatever you memorised first thing in the morning... This is what happened to me.. I practically could define each chapter's definitions when I woke up from my blurry dream... Weird huh.... Anyway, it's raining over there. Wish I could sleep longer.. ARgh... but I haven't finish the rest of my chapters and Tomorrow is the THE DAY!... I just feel sucky when I'm back to revision..

i miss piggy though..... hee.. you know who you are! u aSS!

i miss 4A gathering... when is it gonna be??? *sobx*

i wanna go Australia now leh.... although daddy said we are making a trip there end of year...

i need to get alot of things during the holidays... t-shirts.. three quards... some shirts for my next sEm.. jeans.. practically everything! i need to steal my sub card from daddy one day... waHahaha..

gonna get a job from Adidas store near Chinablack... waHaha.. hope I can get through the interview!!! *eyes for the staff discount*

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Tuesday, May 04, 2004

CongraTs tO ReFund dAddy~

ReFund's puPs aRe ouT!! They aRe sO cuTe.. refer tO my righT bottOm corNer of my bLog.. theSe 5 pupS are cUte~ aren't they? hee.. They jux make my day ~ i like 1st aNd 5th One.. oR bA kaR(black eye rings) on their eyeS... oMg... I told Ralph to look out puppies for me.. but he was like... "Huh.. Are you really up to taking care of puppy" sorta attitude... hMph... but actually, I doubt it too!... hee.. How i wish i can get a puppy to hug now... :(

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useless me VS tough Micro paper

i felt so useless in micro paper today... i didn't tell Zinc and the rest I secretly cried in the exam hall... i couldn't handle the stress i had faced in the hall... i feel so useless now... it brought me down to this Valley of Stupid.. where stupid people goes.. I'm stupid... useless.. what else... I feel like crying now.. crying over this spilled milk.... :(

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Monday, May 03, 2004

CIP ovEr ovEr~

so relieved that one of my another major paPer was over... I felt so happy... but my dark eye rings ain't gonna go away .... further more, i'm mugging tonight for my Microecons paper tomorrow.. Is that my life? Mugging mugging? arGh... but i see light for tommorow's paper somehow.. ciaO.. i'm off to naP.. shOoo tired~ tata~

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