hE's so hiGhhhHh~ he's my maNz

amoS amoS~ I keep looking at the Adidas watch you gave. The more I see it, the more I'm loVinnn iT!! Dear.. thanK u wor.. i know it costs alot.. yet u still bought it... you know yr budget for this month ... control lehz.. i meaN contrOL meaNz reaLLy controLz.. dun buy things on implusE! hhaR!!? heez.. ok... back to blogging...

I'm sOoo haPpy.. Well, sad to say, I can wave goodbye to my 17 and weLcOmE~ 18... thinking about aging into 18 years old makes me feel so excited.. can do many many things... take up basic theory driving lesson.. go clubbing? sad to say, I still have that younG boy bOy look.. i might need to bribe the bouncer or perhaps sell my ass? lolx...guEss wat!? i'm no longer underage for SeX! lolx.. amOs.. amoS.. dun droolz wor.. taO yan!! heez.. anyway.. I'm expecting SOoo much things in my life now till I have lost track of many things.. like updatIng my bloG lor..

I went Dragon Boat training today~ quite fun... wiF aH guaNg and cAndicE as our trainer... ah guaNg going Army this tueSday lehz.. so sad... hope everything goes fine~ ;P gOoda lucK ah guaNg! waH.. talking abOut rowinG, my bacK hurts like heLL manz.. I think i did not enough back warm up then its like aching like mad during dinnerZ.. I found it quite tough to row lehz.. Ah guaNg said was low tide so higH resisTance in waTer.. waH waH buay tar haN ar.. our Sea training endeD and we were back for land training.. I was doing 3 sets of 12 carryinG 2.5 kG irOn.. my face went entire red... heez.. finishing my last 5, I saw another dragon boat club??? was doing their land training .. Very vEry shiOng!! they were like pumping irOn like mad.. those irOn were like... can sorta squeeze me tO death weapon... (x.x") I saw them till I got very stressed and went ahead with my shower... :)

was watching Darren and Evelyn's wedding juz now.. Isn't touching?? I nearly cried.. Darren was like on verge of tears.. They fought so hard to be together now.. Evelyn had the xing fu on her face.. Her gown was quite special too.. detachable.. lolz.. The wedding felt like angels on heaven... even the celebrities were dressed white.. so sweet and romantic.. On sentosa somemore... aiyo...

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HaPpy birthday jasEn tAy!






I'm sOo haPpy today~ I thought it was gonna be another normal birthday I spent for the past few years.. Never expected a big surprise from my classmates.. I felt so touched.. They brought a big chocolate cake for me~ Actually, I nearly cried... Cried from what they did... Actually, I thought nothing was happening and didn't suspect anything until I went up to level 6... Come to think, Zinc and Liyana was acting weird that day at level 6.. They started all the all-of-sudden-taking pictures mood... Actually, at that point of time, I didn't really think much because Zinc, Liyana and I love taking pictures on Zinc's camera phone.. Then, I was heading to the last class room.. It was in total blackout... I thought there were no people.. but Stupid Wei Jek blocked the dooR till i haD to banG in.. arGh.. I was shocked when Thomas they all lined and started singing birthday song.. Then, someone's laptop was playing some stupid birthday song... LAME!!! lolx... but I feel so touched.. I felt like crying... Its ever since my 16 birthday when Jeanie and BingLi bought me a small cake from nearby shoP and weNt playgrOund play... haHa.. it was raininG... recalling this is making me sad oso.. I wonder how is Bing Li... It was her who bought me who I am now... Back to my birthday celebration at class, after they sang the birthday song.. They evil lor! After I wished and blew out all the candles, they poked the candles everywhere on the cake... And asked me to use my mouth to pick them up... gosh... but it was fun~ I was presented with card and the present by Weiling, Ah bRen, Wei jeK? and ah peK?. heEz.. They were very sweet.. Bought me a very very cute ducK... which u Can sEe above.. cute hor? my 2nd Generation to my firSt ducK i haVe nw... heeH.. never been so happy this year.. thanks TT23~ thanks....

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.:angry.sad.guilty:.

I went back to Starhub to work again~ very happy to see Sanisah, Amanda, Joyce, Yvette and hAnsen again~ Although Zaiton and Sumathi not there, but I miss their presence very much.. Its all of them who taught me things in office.. Things I never get to learn in school.. or at home.. well, actually, i'm not in the mood to talk about office things.. As you can see from the topic.. yea.. I was mad at Amos.. why? because he didn't msg me throughout the day.. When I was the office, I kept thinking what might Amos be doing.. Is he tired? Shall I msg him? I was worried sick.. I don't dare to msg him till just now... I was also angry abt he deleting my testimonial... I was terribly sad.. but all was cleared soon after he called back... sorry dear... I felt like cryin when he told me he was buying my present.. yet I accused him and even scolded him on the phone.. I felt so bad...

DeAR!! sorry.. I wronged u... I know how it felt... Please forgive me.. I know you already said it was ok... but my heart said it wasn't.... do gimme a msg whenever you're out.. I was worried sick... *muackz* over le.. lets be happy on 23rD maRch ;P

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Projects mad rush!!!

cheOng cheonG aRRrrRrr~ This was what I did for the previous days.. Completing my assignments last minute... BuAy tAr haN ar... I'm dying soon~... My LMS role play script report.... My OB outline..... My Oral Comm presentation... My coming PBL 3 and 4 presentation... argH.... aNd tat Bstatz Tutor told us to finish off our tutorial 8... she realised that we didn't complete our work so expect us to hand it up tml! hmphz.. My table is now forming a mountain high of notes.. homework.. research stuffs... magazines... flipped textbooks... stationaries here and there... pig sty sOon... gosH... Anyway, I felt so good after watching "Flame of Recca" ... Actually to tell you a secret.. I cried one part... Cried when Recca and his mum reunited... Very touching because she had to sacrifice to save her son.. :''( so thats all I have to update... gOnna complete my assignments... taKe care guys!


*miss baby sO mucH* i wAN hugz hugz...

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Let mE keeP freaKing arounD~

Its 6am in the morning ... Here I am updating my blog entry... Heez... Two dates I promised... One for Serene and gang.. Another for Amos and gang.. But honestly, I felt so happy to meet up with Serene, Shini, Wenqi and Sharon.. We shared our stories in a very amusing way lor.... was quite affected by Shini's story.. I felt so sad too.. Hope both of you could overcome whatever on your way.. Introduced them to Amos finally.. Or else Shini would keep saying... Where my Amos.. He yandaoz ar? Keep asking questions till you can gO wOnKy bOnkie~ (x.x") SerEne dun laugh .. cOz u too! Wanna snatch my bf? FAT HOPE! Lolx.. Hey.. Lets gO out some other time okie? ;P

I keep remembering it's gonna be Eugene's birthday.. Gosh.. What should I get for him... Amos told me must get Strawberry Chocolates in Esplanade but I don't think we could make it before the shop closes.. So we decided to settled down on the specially chosen chocolates in that shop.. Amos and me chose one~ totaL of 6 pieces.. Names like PrinceSs.. BonBon 13.. Pharoh... Elizabeth.. eTc... interesting names.. heez.. Actually before shopping present for Eugene, Amos and the gang (got Jerald, Jimmy.. and Alerick.. watever its spelt la...) went waLk walk and dInner @ YoshiNoya.. Yummy COmbO BEEf plus ChicKen BowL.. Strangely, I was quiet for 5 min. Maybe I was too over happy to see Amos again.. I started all my picHa nonsense and didnt realised there was another person sitting next to Jimmy... All of them went quiet... Amos told me to ShhH.. I felt very bad and little sad... I just felt like telling him I missed him too ma... Well, its okie.. I didn't take it to heart.. Anyway, I felt "out" for a moment... Got over it... We had a long chat in TCC.. I really enjoyed it.. Talking about from movies to JCs and korEan dramas.. And Jimmy.. He keeps saying how Alerick looks alike with his fren? (-.-") bUay tar han ar... heez... Saw S.H.E autograph session outside Cineleisure... SELINA very chiOx!!! They lasted about quite few long hours.. from 7 - 11 plus... wa.. S.H.E can tar han ar... tsk tsk tsk.. Departed with the rest and boarded train with Amos.. He wanted to accompany to City Hall.. Aiya.. U think I 3yr old kid ar... Then, I told him to get off Raffles Place... I know you care! muaCKz...

Arrived at Tanjong Pagar... Met Eugene.. He looks slimmer now.. lolx.. Then, we arrived at Maxwell Market and Eugene introduced few of his friends... :D Soon not long after I settled down, we headed down to Waterbar. First time visting Waterbar... Passed the bitchy bouncer and got into Waterbar.. Quite deserted... lolx.. George and his bf arrived not long after... George and I caught up on many things because we didn't really talked when we were in school... heez.. Surprized that he wanted to see how Amos look like... haO ba.. Shall bring him to show off~ haha.. oso what he said about Ben... Maybe its quite true... dunno la.. heez.. All of us hitted the dance floor when the music was getting nicer... I liked Toxic the beST!!! I danced in the way I never danced before.. The havoc way! lolx.. quite fun... Then, I kept jumping around on the dance floor.. Imran was like imitating me lor.. hMphz.. but they way he imitated... very funny~ It's was about 2.40am.. I was dancing on the small podium with Eugene and the siaOz chaR bo.. haiz.. There was this group of guys popped out of nowhere dancing behind me... char bO say they were looking at me... but I laughed and said I'm ugly and they were looking at her more... But I just felt being stared ... aNywae.. didn't really cared... I stopped suddenly because this guy in black sleeveless came to me and offered me a drink.. Ribena plus Vodka.. I think so la.. Imran kinda pulled me over before I deciding whether I should take the drink or not... I drank anyway, Imran told me he's a nice guy... I HATE THIS manz... I told Imran I'm attached and he insisted in protecting me before I gave him my no. I didn't have the intention of giving my number at all... Anyway, I felt dizzy and blur headed after getting out of Waterbar... Luckily, Eugene sent me home.. but I was kinda of stress ... heez... Anyway, I'm home nw... :P



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Back to MonsterLand Part2~ Time Guardian

6.30... Alarm rang... But I didn't woke up immediately... 6.45 am... My pillow was wet from the cryings I had from the dream. I dreamt something bad happened to someone.. I forgot who was it... I cried cried cried till I died of crying... Ever since young, I had this weird thing which happen to me.. Whenever I get sad dreams, I would cry in dream and cry subconsiciously while asleep... Next day I would find my pillow wet.. My sister also claimed to hear me crying very terribly one midnight, she thought she heard ghost crying for her... wa Lauz.. I'm the ghost lor... Anyway, I thought I was gonna be late for my Sports and Wellness today... but I was there on time.. PheW... I felt so relaxed today, not so tensed up like previous sessions of softball because I was late. Time Guardian is loving me today.. It allowed me to be punctual and had early release from LMS class... Actually, I was rushing my group's script and summary but most of the work were done by Herman.. He is always my guy manz... Caring Sensitive Hardworking Helpful Nice.... These attributes are enough to attract me but too bad I'm taken... hEez... Thanks Herman!! Softball training was as usual. We had 3 games - 2 Fieldling and 1 Batting roles... I had fun of course! Softball is always my game for enjoyment. Watching the ball flying across the field.. People running to the their bases.. Fieldling team panicking while trying to get the ball... We audience shouting and clapping... But I didn't quite like my team today.. There was this girl who was the pitcher practically threw without aiming direction and I was rotting away in the corner of Base 2... GOsh... I was on the verge of going up to her... But I didn't... I don't want to be rude... hAIz.. Shouts of LMS teacher really made my day worse than any day..... I ended my day like this....

Time Guardian...

Please wake me up early tml... Pray ... Thanks hoR! ;P

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Back to MonsterLand~ Crying Ghost


Its another day at school.. Yesterday just received my Business Statistics CT results... I got 76% out of 100... which I think is ok lar... but I studied in a competitive environment in 4A before.. Maybe it was that which causes me to compare with others in the class... Thomas was the highest... Several others had 80% and above... I was rather sad and worried in some way... It didn't really bothered me that much.. ;P Returning to school seemed like returning to Monsterland.. Monsters everywhere in school... Evil teachers giving projects and homeworks... Piling like mountain high... Gosh... I was wondering when am I gonna finish all these .... Haiz... All I know now is... The rain didn't stop ever since Monday morning... I felt so cold during the lecture lor... Wonder when is it gonna stop...


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DraGOn bOaT traininG Week 1

Its my start of Dragon Boat training.. Woke up at 6.55 am.. Very tiring because I was playing Final Fantasy 8 last night till this morning 1am.. :( ok.. you guys must be wondering why am I in this Dragon Boat thingy... Amos la... He psycho me to join Dragon Boat training on Saturday's Sentosa Outing... Then, I happily agreed because Raymond and Derek they all psycho me too.... haIz... So... I arrived at this area nearby Kallang River which they kept all the canoes and Dragon boat stuffs... Kinda of broken down and shabby open store area... We started off our training by warming up in Dragon Boat area lahx.. Then, we headed to this Dragon Boat Docking area which all the dragon boats are docked at... Canoe guys were there lor... I took a slight peep at them when they were doing their warm ups... I know Amos was looking too... RITE AMOS? Mostly of them were bulky... massive... muscular... CUTE (some lar... not as cute as my Amos ... heez)... Then, I was kinda of blur what to do next... Newbie ma.. Then, for a moment I felt like very very extra without Amos around... I headed to the BIG boat.... Guess wat!? I slipped and fell... Everyone looked at me and I felt sO extremely ma lu! I FELL in that damn boat... stupid Slipper... gOnna kill u... But somehow I was transferred to the SMALL boat with the girls... I felt a little relaxed lor... Because when I looked at Amos's boat... All guys very shiong and very chiong one... lolx... Ah Guang taught us all the strokes we needed to learn... We paddled... rowed... out to the big Kallang River... Out at the river for about hour plus or so, I felt sudden strained and stretched muscles over my biceps... and it was killing me... Nevertheless, we still had to paddle non stop ... Power 5 la... which means we had to power up the boat to gain its momentum.... Being out at the sea felt very good, but it didn't really ease the ache alot!

Then, the training was over.. Wah.. I felt a tremendously relieved.. The ''lau jiangs'' were still training with the weights, pull ups, sit ups... Very Very shiOng training wor.. Just by looking at them, the stress was mounting on me lor... The team had their shower and headed down to Boon Keng Hawker centre to have our lunch there... Finally, I had the chance to catch up with the rest of the girls... Li wei ar... Wei Li ar... Others (forgotten their names le... ) The ah peks there also very friendly... :D Finishing my lunchie, I moved over to Amos table.. stress again... Derek, Ah Tee, and that guy.. forgot his name also.. I'm trying to get all their names down but.. my memory failed me lar.. too bad ~ :D You can't possibly remember all twenty odd people names in few hours right? anyway, back to topic.. I was at their table and their topic shifted from dragon boat to? me?... They thought from making me into idol to marketing me to overseas.... OmG.. I was stressed enough in Dragon Boat training... Gimme a break la.. aiyoooooo... Then, I turned and looked at Niger... I nearly burst out laughin ... coz he was in uniform... with the stupid look.. LOlx...

After our Lunchie, we decided to head down to Suntec for that Career fair thingy.. but the guys last min changed their mind and went Pacific Coffee to chill... I still hate their mocha taste... especially the taste of coffee in the blended ice.... but Amos bought it.. I cannot waste his money... After they settled down, they started their casual topics... Stupid Derek... brought up the "making me into superstar"... stressed as usual.. I giggled along... Tried hinting Amos to change topic but he kept staring me... nearly fainted on spot... anyway, after few minutes of torture, finally someone changed the topic... Niger was damn humorous in bringing army jokes to reality... Especially the "Found Leave!" story... VERY funny... Niger can be entertainer liaOx... really enjoyed the day alot.. Felt one step close to Amos... I'm stucked on him!!!

Baby~

Dedicate to you~

LoVeEeeE FAmouS AmoS loTs loTs...

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Crashing and Crushing

I can't believe I still have some hangover on Alvin... He keeps displaying his msn nicks on how he crashes JCs.. His friendster photos are taken with that SAJC uniform.. arGH... Why do I have to be so concerned with this and that of him now? I don't wish to talk about him now.. Amos seemed busy today till he called during evening time.. He really damn bo liaox lor.. lolx.. Anyway, I was watching Charmed when he called so didn't really catch up much... Heez.. Actually, I'm devoting my time to complete Final Fantasy VIII... Ok ok... For those played before, PLS don't tell me how was it... I slap you then you know! Geez, why am I suddenly thinking of wearing uniform again... lolx..

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~Its Love That Bind Them Together~

Just visited my fren's blog that day... She found her sweet heart finally... I wonder how does he look like? lolx.. I felt instanteously happy for her... Heez

Shini~

May my blessings go with both of ya~ ;)






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Who's there?

Heez.. Finally all three tests are over liaOx.. Its really a sigh of relief after all the tremendously stress in examination hall.. It really weighed on me like a rock while I was sitting for Microecons.. I thought I would be nervous only when I see my crush but it seems that I'm frickin' out while answering questions too.... After the test, we headed straight down to Smoker's corner outside Np.. Some were discussing the test questions... (Argh.. Why can't they get over it...) some were asking whether wanna go towN to hang out... At first, I was the one who is SO enthusiasT about the whole thing... later I felt no mood to go down to town probably the test sucked out all my brain juices... I felt so weak... weiling was rather sacarstic about the us-not-going but I knew she's joking lar.. Feeling guilty we left and got on bus with stares from them... Liyana, Zinc and me felt a tinch of guilt but we soon got over it .. Why? because we had a feast at Burger King... wah... the Turkey Bacon Burkey was very very nice ... *droolx* My stomach bloated like I was having 2 months pregnancy.... Gosh.. I must control this feast madness.. Or else it will control me~~ (-.-")

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The most CrazieSt thing to do in my life

Goes by Ranking.. TOP 10

WARNING! Some contents are not suitable for ages 17 and below. Please exit the main screen now! FINE!! If you want to read, read it at your own cost! Don't care you liaox...

1) Go New Zealand with my loved one! New Zealand sounds like a very nice country but I have yet to step onto their grounds before...

2) Go snorkelling under the Great Barrier Reefs in Australia... I want to see how clear the blue sea is!

3) Telling my parents I'm Gay! Hope they understand...

4) Having myself drunk... Coz.. One cup makes me high le... Those know liaox... Dun take advantage.. I'm not three year old kid liaox..

5) Posing nude in a big surprise present for my boyfriend's birthday bash... LOLX... Thats is SO not me!!

6) Bringing my boyfriend back home for dinner.. Should be no problem... But my mum will go: "huh? Why my ah sEn bringing guys home for dinner ar?"

7) Having threesomes in Mandarin Hotel... It sounds weird.. Geez, Never tried that before.. But its ranked No.7....

8) Holding hands on streets!! Kissing in the public.. Hugging at bus stops...

9) Bungee Jumping over the Grand Canyons?... Gosh... I think I will have heart attack doing that....

10) Crossing the Amazon River alone.... I WONT DO THAT... but its crazy thing to do la...






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