::grouP fOto::
The entire day was spent at Sentosa yesterday... Nearly couldn't wake up on time for the trip... Luckily, it was a nightmare which startled me to wake up or else I will be sleeping till 2 pm... I practically rushed to get everything done from brushing my teeth to get my thing packed. It was a Bo bO chAr chAR moment of my life.. Everything done bO bO chAr charLy... Anyway, I felt nothing was left out and happily went out. Upon reaching Harbourfront, I met up with the rest and headed down to Sentosa by Bus. Finally, we reached Siloso Beach and we were greeted with a bunch of hunks who wore swimming trunks.. Damn sexy but I couldn't be bothered with them because I was busy searching for suitable place to settle down... HOT! HOT! and HOT! The Sand is hot.. Sun is hot.. Sea's cold... :( Glad that we managed to survive with the food we brought along, orelse we will be eating sand... lolx.. I knew I was damn chirpy that day, ran around with Digi cam.. taking pictures of freNs... playiNg with sand... swimming across the seA to the small island.. jumping into the wateR.. cannoe race was fun... We rented four cannoes and started paddling.. Weichuen and me was a team, Yingjie with Kokwei, Zinc with Thomas and Brendan with Herman.. Kokwei's cannoe kept crashing into ours.. I HATE HIM!... But Weichuen had cramps.. I thought I had injured his leg.. so I tried massaging his thighs area which he said was cramped... I think its all my fault which caused him to be like this.. :( We also tried catching stupid small crabs (which made us swam three rounds to get it but it was gone when we swam back for the 3rd time..) arGh.. We had water captain ball too.. Two chairs stucked to the seabed and we started playing it! It was fun... We played volleyball too.. The sand was so hot.. I had to jump while playing it, I think I'm having blisters now on my foot... so pain... The day ended with the sun setting... I really enjoyed the fun at beach... Then, we went Outram to the "Food Street" to have our dinner there, we talked nonstop.. From childhood to Poly orientation... Soon after we had our last topic on the Motorcycles, we headed home.. I went home with Kokwei.. Heez.. When I got home, I realised I haven't been checking my hp since we left the beach and it was sufferinG low battery.. heez.. My leg started aching... My sunburns started getting painful... and I had a small cut on my hand... After my shower, I immed. went bed... It has been a tired and happy day...
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Settled!
Today I'm verY happy.... but I'm too tired to say anything now... CatcH up wif u guys! haPpy haPpy haPPy..... I'm gonna tell all tml la! Heez..
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Wednesday, February 25, 2004
: The FOur MusKeteeRs of my Life :
One who was I thought I can give my love and trust to him but it was smashed by him with his coldness and illness. I just wish I could share the pain that he is going through thats all.. I'm not mocking at him.. I'm not...
One is a long time ex flame of mine who is gonna released from remand centre soon. 39 days to countdown...
One who cares and loves me than anyone else(except my dad n mum n sis) which I'm utterly grateful but I'm still confused being with him.... Read this .. Don't read the second time...
Last one who I know who cares but don't know what to do, I can never figure out what's on his mind. I felt something in him.... similar......
You guys must be wondering what THE HECK am I writing these for... They take up a portion of mind now....
Liyana...
I'm feeling so painful and sad now... Dunno what to do... I thought I am happily attached... WHY? I can't bear to message him anymore, its just to painful to recall the memories we had.. Is Amos right about this? IS HE?? Please tell me... I'm tortured... NONONONOOOOOoOooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooo... I dun wish to continue this... I'm thinking too much... Let me sleep now...
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Sunday, February 22, 2004
Crying wOoble baby...
waH wah wah... today I'm so kan cheong even I woke up extremely early to welcome this beautiful morning... No lar.. You think I would be bo liaox to wake up so early aR... oF course not! Gotta take my Bstatz test @ eleven in Block 72... Haiz.. So nervous... First test of whole sem... Spent few days revising on the four chapters.. I felt good and confident actually.. Heez... The Bstatz test wasn't that difficult except for the stupid Standard Deviation thingy which made me panick for the last 4 minutes.. I shall not talk about my test any further or else I might just conduct a lecture on it... anyway, I felt so emotional while on the bus journey home.. I was reading this part of One Piece *(A comic la...), I felt my eyes going watery.. This part depicted a very strong friendship between two different guys, in the end they were separated because something miracle happened to their island.. One at Air... One on Land.. "... I shall let you know I exist by ringing this bell every year...." I nearly felt my tears dropping, my heart was feeling sour.. Then, Ah pa told me to stay at home today because we went over to gUgu's houSe for dinner lor... dunno why oso... very confused... In the end, I couldn't join Jimmy and Jerald for revision at town.. so sad... Amos sounded sad too... Actually, he wanted to bring me to his house... I think he was down after since I told him about the news that I couldnt go... :( I cried again at home when I was watching "All In" on Channel U... Poor girl who lost her daddy.. and her "Bf" at the same time... I think I would go jump to the nearby river if I were her le... anyway.. Korea has so many lakes and rivers... Jump into them makes no difference... lolx.. Aiyo.. After crying so much, I feel like sleeping now... snorex.. snorex...
Amos dun sad ok? :)
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Friday, February 20, 2004
sweeeeet pak tOr day
Heez.. I went out wif Amos after my lesson ended at 2.30 which was early as unexpected. Haha.. While on the way to town, he told me that he passed his driving test. I was very happy for him and myself.. Because he can drive me around.. To school... To home.. To everywhere.... Lolx.. Maybe can have midnight rendezvous in some deserted carpark ... Heez.. Jux Kiddin la.. You all think I'm pevertic aR... bleaHx... Anyway, these thoughts flowed throughout the bus journey. Then, it was a long wait for prince Amos to arrive at Orchard MRT... I waited nearly about 30 minutes for him but I didn't complained la.. Because I was late that time too... LOLX... I nearly slept on the stone pillar which I leaned against on... Then, I noticed something.. Many teenagers were asking for donations outside the control station.. I was kinda of stress to look at them and they looking back at me... As if I'm "target" for them... Luckily, Amos came at the right time and we zoomed off.. And then, Amos showed off his driving practical grading paper.. Felt so happy for him ... Heez.. Then, I saw a few errors he made in driving test (such as abruptly intruding other lane, not enough acceleration, and even cannot catch blind spot...) Amos blind le... cannot spot blind spot... LOLX... Heez.. We had a great evening hanging out in town.. :D Hope to have more of it after my bstatz test on Sat! Back to bstatz revision... See ya~
P.S - I'm moving on... He is no longer in my mind any more... Maybe he just a strange passer by in my life... I will just leave it... Thanks Amos...
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Wednesday, February 18, 2004
IT'S A HIT!
Waking up early may be a difficult task for me, but I never failed to attend every single session of softball because its very interesting sport to play. Although Mr Gopin marked me absented for being late for 20 minutes, but I would still enjoy a game of softball. Today, I felt the feel of standing in the batting position. Holding the bat nervously, I knew I'm gonna miss my first ball because practically everyone had their first ball missed. With just a split second, the ball flew and I hitted it hard. It flew high with a WHAMP!!! I knew I caused a panic in the fieldling team but I managed to stop at first base. Heez.. I couldnt believe that I hitted the ball hard and far. I felt so happy and I jumped about.. for a moment, I looked the tennis court to see whether any people saw my madness reaction (because tennis court is just beside our field.) heez.. That was my first and last hit of the entire session... :( Mr Gopin was talking about having people to join the Softball club this friday.. Do you think I should join? I feel it is very very interesting sport and I should give a shot. But you guys know I'm very indoor person... First time felt so strongly for a sport except swimming lar.. Shall catch up wif you all tonight! I have make up lesson for sports and wellness @ 3pm... :( See ya~
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Monday, February 16, 2004
Zao Bu Dao
: Why AM i using S.H.E's song titles as my entry topic ar... :
Maybe I cant find myself back... I'm so tired... Bothered over many things... Alvin... Me... School... Coming Test... Ben just msged me saying that he is having problems with Stanley now... I don't know what happened.. But I'm gonna talk to him tonight.. haiz.. I'm so tired... Tired.. I'm off to sleep now... zzzzzzzZzzzz sweet dreams to myself... :(
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Ta Hai Shi Bu Dong
Alvin... When are you gonna know my worth... :( I don't know if you know... I don't think so.... I just felt lost... I had a sudden urge to ask you why? But.. By the look of the message just now... I think you meant it... Sorry to disturb you all these while... Forgive me... and take care...
Dedicated to him...
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Sunday, February 15, 2004
My Vdae~
This is me and Amos outsidE Gucci aFter KTV session.. I look so shaG rite...
This iS Jimmy~
Guess where is this building? Guess got my kiSs as first prizE!
I had a great day~ I think I can't forget this special v dae I have jux celebrated thiz year.. Its jux so memorable for me... Amos bought two cutie stuff toy for me.. One bugz bunny bloister for me to hug... and a Tigger... Lolx.. I will keep them out of dust.. Never leave them alone.. We went dinner @ where ar... suddenly forgot... Oh... Mache at Heerens... I think Amos is gonna kill me if he reads this entry.. Heez.. DAMN expensive... The total bill amounted to 90 plus... but the food were great.. The Rosti with Cheese Sausage.. The Mixed Vegz... The Medium Rare Beef Steak... (Is there Cow FLu ar..) And lastly was the Mango Walfer with Mango Icecream and Mango fruit... NicE... nicE wor... jealous guys? heez.. After that, we left the building... Anyway, the streets of Orchard was filled with people... MANY people... Then.. There was this bunch of people wearing PInKies Polo Tees.. cool rite? so united... maybe Rene, Nini, germz and me will wear PinKz in next V dae and hang out togetheR.... LOlx... I dun tink they would... Back to topic... Amos was very very nice tat dae... not tat he is not nice other days la... He is sweet loving nice... :D He carried the big plastic bags through out .. He looked like those selling presents ah pek lor... Die le... Really kana from him liaox... heez.. then, we went KTV in KBOx @ Cineleisure... wa lauz.. I really want to box the cashier girl there manz... The rate sO ex! I rather go another KTV lounge to sing... The entire session was $33 ++ per person... LucKy Amos bought enough money... Or else I really can go wash dish for them... To tell u guys the truth, my entire week allowance was spent on Amos's bear bear... DAMN Ex.... sO pai seH when he footed every bill... ovErall, I really enjoyed myself... I never regretted coming out wif Amos, Jimmy and Gerald.... Thanks guys!
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Wednesday, February 11, 2004
I'm lost...
I dunno why am I feeling out of place today.. Its jux striked on me like out of nowhere.. I was feeling fine when I came to school but after school. When I was on the way home, even I was messaging Amos and Alvin, I felt lost all the way home. But it was probably Amos who broke the silent in me baz... He went movie with his fren today, then meanwhile I was trying to rush for my assignment for OB. The stupid career thing .. identifying personality traits.... I hate doing this fake stuffs.. I have to even fake my future career... To tell you guys the truth, I don't know whats my road ahead.. I don't know what to do in future... What job am I gonna take... But I simply know its gonna to be business or IT related career... I don't know if its good or bad.... But that instant moment when I felt lost, I thought of noone.. which includes Amos... Not my papa... not even my friends around me.. I remembered staring into the blank space in LMS class... Then, I thought of Alvin... which seemed ridiculous but I was missing him.. So lost... Amos/ Alvin... Anyway, I'm beginning to enjoy whats happening in Softball. Although I didn't manged to bat the ball of all 3 rounds but I felt the excitement and pure sudden interest in playing Softball. Finally, Softball is rocking my world....
P.S: Please do pardon me for the stupid grammar mistakes or spellings. If you dun udnerstand what I wrote in the blog... Forget it.. Its not worth to wreck yr brains jux to understand this blog.
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Sunday, February 08, 2004
HE IS MY TOXIC!
The way he looked at me when I went away, I really felt like going over and hugging him. If I really want to describe myself, I'm like addicted to his toxic. Heez.. Kiddin la.. Maybe its when we held hands at movie theatre, I was having my sweaty palm lor.. so ma Lu.. Gothika is really very scary movie lor.. Best horror movie I had baz.. :) I felt so fortunate to meet him~ LOVE YOU AMOS!
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Tuesday, February 03, 2004
Meeting Famous Amos.....
After I met Amos at Centro, we have been keeping contact with each other. I wouldn't say its a urge.. but maybe looking forward in meeting him baz.. Maybe he is different from my previous relationships, this time I would want everything to be nice and slow, instead of going into relationship too fast. We met up today for movie and dinner. He is so sweet.. He offered to treat for movie and dinner.. but I shouldn't be so greedy ma... I feel its fair because maybe he just step into the working world ba.. Should be independent... Anyway, our first date I already screwed up.... How? Haha.. I met Junior at Foodcourt and I blushed and I was caught by Amos.. which was damn embarrassing ... Then... thats not the worst.. We were titbits shopping at Carrefour. We were queuing for payment, GUESS what? I saw Fourth Aunt (Si Gin) and her family - Ah Bin koRkor, Si Ku , etc... Of course, I would wave to them but I was once again face red in front of him.. WHY AM I so freakish ar? Anyway, we went into the movie theatre and sat down with titbits and drinks everything ready.. Then, we were watching this Michelle Chia's Lux Adv., Amos said she is his sister!?? I was like ???HUH???. For a moment, I believed him because I saw his eyes resembling Michelle's... but soon he admitted it was a joke which dampen my curiousity of asking further about being Michelle's Bro... Fantasia was quite lame show.. furthermore one of the characters is Chen Xiao Chun who I hate alot.. His unproper chinese makes me uncomfortable, lucky his voice was dubbed... Or else I would sleep throughout... Talking about sleeping, there was one part of the movie, I really wanted to doze off but I was afraid Amos don't like me lying on his shoulder... haiz.. so I tried to force myself awake instead... :( Fantasia was fine but its still lame.. Probably the lamest movie ever shown... LOLX.. When I got home, had a funny feeling... Felt like meeting him again... Hope to go date with him soon......
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Sunday, February 01, 2004
CENTRO 360
Its my "Suar Gu"est day of life... Perhaps I'm overwhelmed by the massive queue.... By right, its Bryan who is gonna bring me into Centro but instead Ben brought me in because he could bring 4 people in for free. After squeezingS and pushinGs (waHaha, not so serious la~), we managed to get into Centro 360. I was simply fascinated by all the things in the building, from Embargo's classy ambience to Centro's smoky dancefloor. I couldn't bring myself to the dancefloor because I could not dance at all. Its because that Stupid Ben and Alvin who forced me to dance with them. Alvin kept tickling me... which I dunno why.. Ben was drunk ( I guessed..) or he was just being playful? He kept holding my hands from dancefloor to toilet, from Embargo to lift... Whats up with him? Isn't he the one who wanted to cut the line? I'm confused... But happy thing was I finally met up with Amos.. It was a pleasant meet with his ex and fren... I kinda enjoyed talking to them more than dancing in smoky dancefloor.. He is also sweet looking guy.. with this tanned and healthy look.... Anyway, I danced like I'm a shaking bamboo stick lo... waHaha.. Not natural dancer ma.. Cannot be blamed.. Bryan was so sweet that night, he kept asking me to stay away from Ben and said should have brought me over to Zouk because the bouncer didnt really perform checks.. LOLx.. Sara was sweet too~ I really could relate a lot of things to her, chatting with her makes me feel I'm at poly gossipping away~ haa.. Another weird guy together with Bryan was ( I forgotten his name~) Anyway, I find him rather weird because he dun look up when he eats his food.. which is rather strange.. He would be head facing downwards his food and even he has to talk, he would talk directly at the food... LuFfz.. I went home ard 4 am and Bryan shared cab with me.. I enjoyed the night with all.... Anyway... I forgot to wish that Alvin Happy BirThdae lehx.. So pAi seh... haha..
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