i'm back from Seoul! I bet ya guys missed me like hell? You should slap yrself if u didn't ... waHaha... My Dad was raising his voice just now at my sister because she left a small bottle of Eternity Perfume... I didn't really bother much till my sister started crying in the kitchen.. My Dad was really too much.. Perhaps everyone were tired after the trip... Well, I enjoyed the trip to some extent... It was my mum who made it so difficult for us in Korea and few times I had to wake some "senses" in her... argh.. I'm starting to worry about her mental well being... Is she that tough to get along with others? I really must help through this... Haiz.. I'm her son after all... Anyway, back to Korea trip... ITS damn COLD there!! I have been wearing three layers and a big fat coat over me... It really made me looked fat.. wahaha.. Lucky, I'm not into spicy food, or else I would "Kimchi"fied... 6 days in Korea... We were fed with Kimchi every single meal! KimChi kimchi kiMchi... Kimchi seaWeed, Kimchi flavoureD instant noodles.... Do they have food other than Kimchi? Gimme a break manz... AND whats more.. Guess how much I spent at Korea? 402,000 WON = S$600 .. My hard earned money... *heart painx* but mostly I had great deals which kinda ease my pain a little? heez.. I really missed my bed.... The very first thing I came home was to lie down on bed... which was practically disturbed by my "gracious" father... We took many picx there lehx!, but yet to be loaded.. I will load them soon and get them publish! :D

leaving skool at 2:16 AM [loving infatuatious dardar]

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:Projections, Emotions and Infautations Loaded:

Everyone have to project our feelings, emotions...They do it in different ways... Everyone has at least one infautations /crush before... Have you ever wanted to tell your crush how you felt? I have many crushes.. but I have never wanted to tell them how I felt towards them.. Because I'm a gay.. People sometimes do freak off when they hear the gay word.. In this society, I wonder when are we going to be accepted as part of society... I feel so rejected by the society...

".. I don't care how much obstacles we are having in future... I'm gonna have your love~..."

Listening to Elva's Xing Fu Di Tu



leaving skool at 1:33 AM [loving infatuatious dardar]

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stupid habit of mine!

I don’t know ever since when I started having this not-being punctual habit. Either going for my lectures /tutorials or meeting my friends, this stupid habit of mine never seemed to fail me. I think I need to kick this habit now or else I would really suffer in future (which many claimed that I’m gonna suffer in army la…) heez.. Actually, what really happened was I was late for my sports and wellness (S & W - no difference from P.E). I have chosen softball as my physical sports of this semester. Mr Gopin happens to be my softball instructor and he is cute! Anyway, back to topic, he is rather strict with this being punctual thingy which I think can be relaxed a bit lar.. Guess what! I was late for 20 minutes and he can’t mark me present. How disappointing! The softball session was great; I had fun playing and learning softball. He says softball has lots of rules (anyway, I still heck care how many rules it has...).
I had LMS today too... The room was terribly cold, I wonder how am I gonna survive for the rest of the semester with the shorts. The teacher was late which made me rather irritated because I knew she’s particular on punctuality too. But luckily she didn’t really pinpoint the rest who were late or else I would damn pissed off. The rest of the day was fine except I’m missing X2. Why ar? Is it because he sent those pictures of himself? Ahbish! What am I saying… haiz..

Anyway, I’m getting Charmed Episode 11 today! Plus Fish Leong’s songs... I’m so excited.. Are you? Heez..

*Listening to Z Zhang’s Shi Ren* nice!~


leaving skool at 10:34 PM [loving infatuatious dardar]

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..underground love...

another year just passed.. kelvin's releasing date is approaching soon.. I never expect it to come so soon.. anyway, i'll need to face it someday.. i'm so xin ku now.. kept coughing till now... my throat hurts too..

i'm entering the second sem of my first year... taking subjects which i never seen in my life before... refreshing subjects..

i'm not looking forward for this new year... 2004 seemed so weird year for me... i can somehow sense something major is gonna happen... am i being prohectic....

its the second week at school.. i'm still having the holiday hangover... why ar? haix.. i'm feeling miserable...

elva's songs are indeed nice.. i looked through her photos she taken in states.. she look so pretty..

he is getting on my nerves liaox.. he says i've serious attitude problem.. do i? we quarrelled so many times till its uncountable now... and he is a damn broker lor.. i pay for most of the dinners... my next paycheck is goin in to his bank account liaox... actually, i've set my mind to help him .. why am i still hogging over this financial problem.. i hope i can ease my mind after feb...

my relatives, family would be heading up to Korea for holiday during the chinese new year..
we have already done wif some of the packing... packing for the rest would be done this coming weekend... i'm feeling tired.. can i dun go? can i jux stay home and collect hongbaos... haix...

when is my day coming to an end? my throat hurt alot...




leaving skool at 1:38 AM [loving infatuatious dardar]

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