To be Sad? Happy? Angry?

These crushes are unvoidable. I knew it and it came so suddenly that I couldn't really handle it. Handle the fact. Fact that it is like this. The more I escape from it, the more I would imagine things. I cannot continue being like this. He is now in Genting with his family, heard from Haogege that he cannnot tarhan without smoking. Its merely a crush, why am I reacting I'm sorta in relationship with him? I hope I can see the light from this fact. I hardly have time for blogging these few days... I wonder why... Shall catch up with ya guys soon! See ya!



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More more and more~!


Its Xmas season and I’m here updating my blog. It have been quite some time ever since I updated my blog. I’m glad I can do it now. Past few weeks have been quite chaos for me in office and roadshows. Busy with my work loads and they have piling up everyday. Clear, pile, clear, pile, clear and pile! I’m wondering when I’m gonna finish these things on hand. I’ve been neglecting a lot of things outside office. My family, my health and friends. I’ve been thinking working overtime everyday till 9pm. Well, actually, a lot of has happened these few weeks. I had a crush on my senior, Guo hao. I can’t believe I’m saying this. Some may ask which part of him I’m attracted. He has this own-independent self , willing to work hard to get something and plus his cute childish side of him. Remembered him playing Xbox Nemo game, he started squealing how cute Nemo was and I realized how childish he was but it wasn’t that irritating childish feel. You know some people has this childish thing in him/her which irritates people a lot. Guohao is also from my school, Ngee Ann and whats more is he is in my course second year. Sometimes, I wonder if I could still him in school, but I did not think much further because I knew he was straight. It isn’t good thing to like someone who is straight and doesn’t know how I feel towards him. Haiz…Now, Eng hao and Aunty Agnes know about me being a gay. I know it isn’t an ugly thing to tell people. Many friends told me that, some even encouraged to go ahead to find some guy out there. Actually, I’m not afraid of telling people, it’s the reaction I get from people. The oh-my-god-he-is-gay!-i-should-stay-away-from-him reaction. Understand? But Eng hao and Aunty Agnes didn’t reacted that way but instead told me to be proud of one. LOlx I shall try to catch up more tml? Later guys! MeeRri Xmas~

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The Holler week!!!

never been so bitchy ever in my life when Darelle, Muipeng and Fiona started the power of three thing.. Everyday at office, we would start bitching how life would be, our office colleagues, the fat pig at level 4 .. lolx.. They'll never get tired of bitching about people especially people they don't like. I'm slacking in the DSO room now, watching MTV channel... The system Falcon is making me mad when I tried to view customer's appointment date/time, it gave me an error which I nearly fainted. Anyway, Sunday is the day for relax not for work, I was asking myself why am I working so hard when my pay is not controlled by me. Sanisah bought us curry puffs this morning, so sweet! It was tasty and SPicy... I don't like spicy stuff especially when the dish is with chillies... argh... Just switched work station with Darelle to use Falcon properly... Haiz... I saw Ben's fridae profile.. He just returned from Jarkata.. He said something about me in it and I don't know if its me or what.. Maybe not.. Actually, he msged me yesterday but I was too tired so I replied him that I'm sleeping... I tried not to think too much of him in order to concentrate my sleep at night and my work at day. I should be getting to work nw.. Shall tell ya guys more abt my new crush at office... lolx..


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Internal Affairs VII

I would never want to destroy a close friendship between me and muipeng. I never wanted that to happen to us. Mui Peng, Fiona, Darelle and I have been close colleagues ever since we started off working as Starhub in customer service. Even though we had some discontent with each other when we first met, but we became good friends in the end when we left Starhub. It was a stupid joke I made which caused the dispute between us (I’m getting used to the terms in office.. oh dear~) Anyway, we had patched things up in the end with the help of Fiona and Darelle. Well, I’m glad to have friends like them but sometimes they could drag me so down to the valley till I sometimes cannot “tarhan” them much. Darelle is calling me babe nowadays and she is beginning to get the hang of giving feminine nicknames. Getting three every-month-would-PMS girls in front of your face isn’t a good thing. Lets get off topic about them. Well, office work is usual today, except for the Work Orders I screwed up and needed to be fixed immediately and maybe the Offer contract problem. Everything else were ok. Did I mentioned about my wonderful colleagues I have at Level 7?
Sanisah (The Fellowship of Ladies)
Amanda (The Serious one.)
Sumathi (The Cute Auntie at Work)
Joyce (The Don’t Look Like Starhub Staff)
Saiton (The Major Blur Lady Around the Office)
Mike (The Thin and Pot-Bellied Man) lolx… I’m gonna get killed if he reads this!
David (The One Of the Kind)
Edmund (The One Of the Nerd)
Siti (The Lady Of Smiles)
Fiona + Darelle + Mui Peng (The “Charmed” Ones) … bleahx…

They are fabulous colleagues to work with, would never miss a chance to learn from them more. I’m not trying to imply Customer Service at Level 4 isn’t good at all, probably it would be slightly intense workplace compared to Level 7. At Roadshow? Its like a battlefield! Worse than both Level 4 and 7…
Ben Cheng messaged me today, I wasn’t into replying him at all but I had to. I knew I owed him somehow. Owe him? Yeah.. Owe him in the sense of he has been treating meals and movies for the past month but I never really paid for any single thing. I was being “forced” to reply. Actually, before he msged, he called when I was at office. I was like “Why he is calling” look, anyway, I answered and promised to get back to him. Why did I said that? I should have not. Whatever. I’m beginning to wash hands of him liaoz. Trying to forget him. I’m trying to erase things from my brain, soul and mind. Never ever being attach back.


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How Did I Fall Into The Trap Of Yours?

Wahaha.. this title must be very misleading… well, its has been a long time I updated my blog.. actually, I wanted to update my blog yesterday but I was really damn tired after the four days at Sitex roadshow. Never been so tired before, the past four days I’ve been standing nearly for at least ten hours serving customers. It has been really an experience to work in such hectic condition and a challenge physically and mentally. I’ve so much to tell you guys about my four days of “stressful” and wonderful moments at the roadshow. Where should I start?? Heez…. it was my first time working in the roadshow. Nervous is one word I could describe when I served my first custome but gradually, I adapted and knew how to handle customers’ enquiries. Nevertheless, we would tend to get nasty and bad customers which I don’t like at all and I would complain to my colleagues till I had enough of it.

How nasty? This customer was nasty till he said: “You ERHx four times in front my face, please get off my face and I wish to get someone else to attend to me!” Somemore, he’s a Caucasian. argh, I was so intruded by his rude remarks. I could practically feel the heat coming out from my face, I was kinda of “out” for a few minutes after he said that. Anyway, I got over that after I served some nice customers.
There was this customer I really very “pengz” about. Because we had a promotion on Xbox for Maxonline new customers and she asked where could she redeem for the Xbox. Of course I would tell her the place which is at The Heerens… BUT she blur blur and asked me where is it? I was stunned for a moment and I told her its near Cineleisure, she still gave me the blur look. She told is it near Centrepoint and I nearly fainted!! I wonder does she go orchard once a year or what.
A very commonly faced problem – bad breath customers! Roadshows in Expo tend to be noisy so we would stand near customers to explain clearly to them what we are offering for our promotions. I don’t know if they brushed their teeth before coming out of house but their breath really stinks lor! I had to “tarhan” for the ten minutes of explaining and shooting of questions by them. I really wished to run away and hide in one corner..

Lets don’t talk about my customers more la.. Had enough of their things. Actually, I din really explore the booths in Expo, perhaps I had no time and energy to walk about. We had to report at booth at ten in the morning. Getting to Expo is like an hour ride of train from my house to east side, everyday I had to get up at six thirty to get a ride from my dad’s car. Besides getting the excess baggage for my black rings, I suffered from aching legs and non-stop farting! Lolx.. I wonder anyone heard any of my farts. Well, back to Expo, I met lots of cute customers. I can’t resist their charms.

The Non-stop Sunshining guy from Apple booth.
Wahaha.. this is the nickname I gave for him, he is from Apple booth which was far away from us but we could still see their billboard. This looked-like metrosexual guy has the Bluetooth phone attached in his ear which made me curious who is he talking to. He came to our counter few times to get his staff to subscribe Maxonline offers. Member gets memberx. Fiona and I were discussing about him and agreeing to the fact he is CUTE!

Suffering from excess baggage sickness customer.
Actually, this cute guy carries a lot of bags which I wonder what its contained of. He has the irresistible eyes which I love to stare upon if I got the chance again!

Mr Come-back-next-time Guy
Heez, I approached him and he made some enquiries. He said he would decide and come back. This fella has cute eyes, stylish hair, boyish looks and speaks so cute till I melted soon after he was gone! I must be crazy lor…

The don’t-look-so-nice-but-he-may-be-nice Mike
Being my supervisor of Level 7 at Ayer Rajah Office and plus the in-charge for roadshows, I never thought of liking someone so matured looking and old. But he has this charm in him, the reaching thirties charm in him, the matured charm, the office wear charm, the frameless specs charm, his attitude towards work charm. His charms are simply cannot be blocked lor.. Die liaox.. how am I gonna face him tomorrow?

Surprisingly, I thought I would never got over Ben but after working for so many days, slowly I’m getting use of without him. I knew I can survive without love one day. Although sometimes I would miss him, but I know this cannot carry on between us. Nothing is going to happen to us again.. ever… Well, just got to know a few guys through the profile… hank… derrick…daniel… but I’m sticking close to Bryan… I already knew Bryan during the period together with Ben. We stayed as friends because I thought I was with Ben. Now, the situation might change. Derrick? He is one of friend I’m staying contact through face-pic. A rather I think I should give him a chance, maybe time would tell baz…
I really pity Shini lehx… Her blog was disturbed by unknown person Reindeer… wOnder who is it… Anyone could use any nick to put comment… but how did this Reindeer know Shini’s blog… God Blezz…..
wa lauz.. I really cannot “tarhan” my sister anymore. She keep gluing to this Korean show by Zhang Na La, Hong Duo Nu Zi Lian. SJ… Song Er…. Xi Yuan… ChengJun…. I watched one episode before, rather nice show la… except the girl might be too “excessive” rough?

*Listening to Sun Xie Zi and Wang Xin Ling’s Jian Ao*


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